Lone woman
Bluecarrisole
February 11th, 2019
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For a while now Ive been unable to get someone to comit to me. Ive made myself believe that its cause Im meant to be alone for the rest of my life and focus on other people and what they need.
maybe Ive been falling for the wrong people or going about this whole dating thing wrong but Ive had my heart ripped out of my chest, smashed. I put the pieces together and returned it only to have it ripped out all over again and broken very slowly!
Sometimes I want to believe that Im meant to have what my friends do. Someone who cares and makes me happy but that idea has grown distant cause Ive never been enough for anyone. Its made me angry in a terrible, ugly way cause I feel like so many people have stolen from me and Im broken.