End of the road

Hi , I am 25 year old girl. It feels like whole life is falling apart . My bf says me he doesnt love me anymore, My friends dont check on me . My parents just try to control me in everything , Trying to force me into getting married . I dont even find any point of living anymore. I am not sure if i will ever be able to come out of all this. I am soo tired of everythingg . I wish something happens and I forget everything and everyone and start as new person.

Searching for a ray of hope in all chaos.

I hope someone understands me.