Skip to main content Skip to bottom nav
tidyCoconut9485
3,801 M Seeking Light 3
PathStep 6 Compassion hearts96 Forum posts16 Forum upvotes23 Current upvotes23 Age GroupAdult Last activeFebruary, 2024 Member sinceJanuary 5, 2023
Recent forum posts
Scared??
Newbie Hub / by tidyCoconut9485
Last post
 October 31st, 2023
...See more Woke up from sleep having nightmares that I am failing in college even thought I finished it long back , failing in job , failing in life , all of my friends secretly hate me , my parents and my family hates me . Cant go to sleep terrified of this life and loneliness. My parents though really hate me , I had a conversation with my mom yesterday that they shouldve controlled me more and earlier and got me married without letting me study , that hit me hard even though its not the first time they have said me these kind of things. I know and understand they are also getting old and all but their behavior scares me , I avoid to meet them . A week back I took them to a 5 day trip underatoos that how much I do or love them theyll never change . My whole life I have never felt good enough or anything , I am always some kinda peacemaker. My parents fought every single day , both of them would complain me , my younger sister gets away with anything , I have to cover up for her, I always tried to resolve issues between those 3. My mom and sister used to hit themselves with broomaticks and hitting head to walls and all. Always they make suicide threats even for the minor inconvenience. Its funny of me to think that they are gonna change , even my parents at 55 years and my sister at 22 years who are all adults make suicide threats , if I dont get married they r gonna do , if I say no to them they say same , if I wanted to go on a trip theyll do , my sister if I dont trust her shes gonna threaten even though I have enough and more proof that she is straight away lying to my face . All these things hit me so hard , I have anxiety issues and idk what all also. I am 25 year old girl living away from house which never felt like home . I have some 3 to 4 friends , M happy for it but yeah my overthinking makes it difficult. Thanks for anyone reading, I appreciate it.
Dont know what this is and how to deal with
Anxiety Support / by tidyCoconut9485
Last post
 March 28th, 2023
...See more Lately I havent been feeling good , Even smallest things are bothering me. I couldnt stop crying or stop thinking , eventually I cant breath proper for few hours. It takes lot of time to become normal again. I am an introvert and an overthinker . I cant even open up to people. I live far away from family now and I grew up seeing my parents and my sister fighting . It became worse during covid time . Even when some fight goes in my home , I try to resolve and calm them but if it doesnt happen , I go to a corner cry and the couldnt breath for few hours . I dont know what that is and why all that is. I had an ex who abused me physically and emotionally for 6 years almostt , Now m with a better person. But even if someone is slightest sad , I feel its bcz of me and start apologizing and feeling bad thats its all bcz of me and become silent. Now my parents are forcing to get me married also, all they talk about is money and my marriage , I dont even feel like talking to them . Its a big task for me to finish my everyday call with them. Even with money when growing up I never couodnt ask them , they used to yell and shout at me . Now I feel I became over independent , trying to do everything by myself , asking no help , I feel like I did a crime taking help or taking gifts even. I no longer have idea how I have become. Thanks for whoever reading this. Hope you are okay!
End of the road
Relationship Stress / by tidyCoconut9485
Last post
 March 3rd, 2023
...See more Hi , I am 25 year old girl. It feels like whole life is falling apart . My bf says me he doesnt love me anymore, My friends dont check on me . My parents just try to control me in everything , Trying to force me into getting married . I dont even find any point of living anymore. I am not sure if i will ever be able to come out of all this. I am soo tired of everythingg . I wish something happens and I forget everything and everyone and start as new person. Searching for a ray of hope in all chaos. I hope someone understands me.
New to 7cups
Newbie Hub / by tidyCoconut9485
Last post
 March 2nd, 2023
...See more I am 25 , lonely software developer , I bake , cook , bingee watchh and take longg walkss.
Toxic parents
Relationship Stress / by tidyCoconut9485
Last post
 February 16th, 2023
...See more My parents are trying to control me in every way , they said me that only they have the right to make any decisions in my life , I cant take this anymore , what do I do?
Search more from @tidyCoconut9485
Considering Therapy?
Talk to an expert therapist
Badges & Awards
20 total badges
Hand Shake Linked Quintet Super Active Chief Chat Honest Voice Strong Start Milestone Reconnect First Post Reaching out Helping out Appreciated Voice First Compassion Helpful heart Bundled Teammate Group Friend Forum Friend Strong Bond I
Report an issue