Don

hey everyone , around 6, 7 months ago ? I broke up with this dude. We dated over the summer but around September he broke up with me, saying he wasnt ready for a long term relationship. Which I get and I was understanding about it. But after the break up I was just so heartbroken, I was always in bed , crying myself to sleep , having no motivation, stopped caring about maintaining myself and I was just a emotional mess. It was weird for me though because it was the first time I genuinely cried over a boy. I would also beat myself up about it since Im so young , Im 14 and I dont think a breakup could of affected me so much at this age. I guess I just got really attached , hes just one of the most caring people Ive ever met. but even after we broke up once in a while he would text me and say how much he missed me and that he still liked me and we would make plans and hook up basically. After we hooked up though he would ghost me for a two weeks or more and then once again text me and the same thing would jus happen again:/ the last time that happened was like a month ago, he called me one night and started sweet talking to me and saying how he wanted to hang out. We actually did just hang out and it was sweet we just walked around by neighbored after school and talked and just hang out you know :) when we both had to leave though we hugged and kissed though , at the moment I was really happy to able to hang out with him and being able to kiss him but once I got him I already knew he would ghost me and not text me as much anymore and guess what ? That happened. I just dont know how to feel about him :/