My fear of sex.
So even tho I have a very active lebito, I feel disgust when I think or hear about other people having sex.Even tho I have intimacy issues, I don't feel that way when I'm doing it. I'm just tired of the disgust coming and going and driving me crazy. I had a very conservative christian upbringing, but I don't think that's entirely it; somtimes I feel asexual, or like I was molested as a child, but I don't believe I was.
Fyi I'm male, bi, genderfluid, not religious anymore.
Hi! Im pan, demiboy, boderline religious (i am from a very christian household) any ways. It sounds like your asexual! But there are diferent types of asexuals! So like you could range anywhere on the asexual scale. But to me your probably and asexual biromantic! Idk if that helped
Anasexual biromantic???
If i was truly asexual, I wouldn't be thinking about having and wanting to have sex so often. I get visually stimulated by stuff.
I'm sorry if this is intrusive but you can be visually stimulated by things like porn and still be asexual. However if in real life you see someone and feel sexual attraction then you are not asexual. It honestly sounds like you might just be sex-repulsed if you are finding things such as discussions or mentions of people having sex gross.