Issues with friendship
Hi. So, this is about my friendship with my best friend of 11 years. We basically went to the same school, but different colleges and work in different offices. But she's my best friend and likewise, I'm her best friend.
I have never hid anything from her and always tell her everything. She's my soulmate and ride-or-die. The problem is, since I tell her everything, I feel like I am overburdening her with stuff and talk. I have undiagnosed anxiety, depression and PTSD (self diagnosed because I don't have access to a therapist, but I'm 99% sure that I have these) and so, whenever I talk to her about some of the stuff that's bothering me, I feel like I am overburdening her with my troubles and darkening the mood. I am also super insecure about my friendship with her and I feel like I am boring her or disturbing her when I send 4-5 texts consecutively. She has repeatedly assured me that that is not the case and always been supportive, but I feel terribly guilty.
I want to be in this friendship without p*ssyfooting around her. Is there anything I can do that can make this go away?