I’m not..
johnng823
February 10th, 2023
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I’m not doing well today. I’m breaking down and there’s no one to pick me up. My world is falling apart. The person I love the most doesn’t want to be with anymore. I’m like I’m drowning and it’s my fault. If I could’ve been more understanding, or stood my ground when I told her I’d only stay if we would go to therapy and I failed to keep that promise to myself and her. I just couldn’t be without her and now it doesn’t matter really, does it? I see her when I close my eyes, in my dreams. There’s no escaping her.