Follow up

Hey guys! I am very glad and excited I came onto this app, all of you are wonderful people who has helped me a lot. Im looking for some advice. Me and my ex has been communicating since our breakup for the past 2ish weeks. Today, we came to a mutual agreement with no contact. Its very hard for me, and very sad. I do want her back deeply, and I feel like she wants me back, but she is very stubborn. She keeps telling me she doesnt want to date me, doesnt want a relationship, etc but still acts like she still wants me (mixed signals, yk?). I just need help distracting myself from her, I am hoping after I give her the space she wants and needs, she will come back. Is it worth it to wait around for her, or what else should I do. I love her so much and care about her so so much, I just do not know what to do.