Cheated on
Been married for 12 years have a lovely child all of 7, just caught my husband having an affair. He owned up and is apologetic. I am lost broken angry hurt and every other negative emotion u can think of. We had a 10/10 marriage is what I thought and what he still claims, he has no reason for straying. I know I have to forgive him regardless of my decision wether to stay with or without him. I just don’t know how to let go of all the negativity. He begs and cried for forgiveness minute of every day. I would love to forgive and move on but I don’t know if I am that magnanimous to do so. I am beyond hurt. Can’t function or focus. Have lost 8 kilos in a month. I want to figure out how to move on. If anyone here has had a similar experience and have achieved some what in moving on and forgiving, pls help me. All suggestions and comforting words are welcome.