Miserable on Vacation

My bf and I have been together about 4 years. We are currently on vacation together but it has really taken a turn. Since the beginning of the trip things have just been terrible. He was mad at me before we left because I was wearing a ring. Not an expensive one just cheap one because I enjoy wearing jewelry. He was mad because he believed I shouldn’t wear anything as it draws attention (that one I apologized for because I saw his side) But our biggest fight to date was today. I suffer from health anxiety and whenever i am out of country it gets worse. I was out too much in the heat and started to not feel well. I am a rational person and know that was causing me to feel unwell but the anxiety was putting me into overdrive of worry. Throughout our relationship I have managed to keep that side of my anxiety away from him but on vacation it is hard to hide. He started calling me mental and saying that 12 years have that mentality. I tried to explain to him that once I start spiraling it takes me some time to relax and be able to be rational but he wanted no part of it. He didn’t speak to me for the rest of the day and then proceeded to tell me to leave him alone for the rest of the trip as he wants nothing to do with me anymore.

I am heartbroken and want nothing more than to go home but I can’t. Im forced to stick it out.