In general... I get overwhelmed with social interactions... maintaining any type of relationship... be it work, family, friends, and even dating...
Love the relationships even the slight that we have,
but I also can’t deal with y’all...
"It's really nothing at all"
Everything… and Everyone… just becomes too much.
I’d rather go to the woods and disappear for days,
I know it’s just me pushing everything away.
I just need time far from it, that's all
Maybe after a sometime... I'll give you a call...
I'm not sure why but, I just tend to feel more stressed being around people, and frustration builds up but like I don't want to be mean to others... And so, then I'd just feel like ***.. and then when I'm feeling like ***... it becomes depressing and I just want to push-away others... since I don't want to spread the negativity...
I'm not sure whether I'm craving a relationship just because I want validation... Being ace/aro flux is hard enough but not being sure as to why your in a relationship is just really bad. (red flag right?) I can only feel as if I'm leading my "partner" along... but with no destination...
Relationships in general just seem really... difficult... and there's so much i just can't understand... I don't know what i should even do.. to make things better... or what's even "better"?...
@AstralSolar
Some people are happier being alone… certainly nothing wrong with that.
Wow I get this. Im an introvert who tried to come over more extrovert but being home is my favourite place. Or outside walking.
my daughter has been diagnosed adhd and autistic and honestly she probably gets it from me.
bring more aware of our surroundings and intune to people can certainly put you off and make ion want to be on your own I feel.
u certainly struggle in relationships also due to my desire to want the best for everyone else as helping people makes me forget my own needs.
have you ever had bad situations that make you want to push people away. I am an expert at this too but stems from my past.
I hope you can work this out. Certainly good reaching out and there is nothing wrong with wanting to be alone. Oh shows the strength you have
Wow I need to be able to edit this haha must type slower or use laptop sorry
