I'm lost

it is clear but I don't want to understand it. I know but I just don't want to. I love her so much that agreeing to let her go and not try to reconnect hurts.
But I guess I have to just comply. Then again she says she doesn't want to rekindle our?¿
Waz time we spent together that painful?
Did I make her feel…. Arghh I am exhausted, lost, in tears and don't even know how to put it. And standing at the center of it all. The truth remains unbearably clear.

@sincerely2025
Hi there.
Sorry to read this, break ups really do suck! How long were you guys together?

Hi
There’s never any real way to deal with a break up, the pain the emotions, the memories. In time things will get better for both of you, at the moment you can’t see it. But things have there way of working out for you, I know I’m in the same situation and struggling the same way. However leaning on the people around the support in this space. You can get past this and move on, and come out feeling better and stronger.
hope this helps …