I feel like a walking ghost

Hello,

I just got back from a vacation with my family and it was great. I had so much fun it was an absolute blast, but when i had gotten back I felt really weird. My family was being so loving when i saw them, it felt really refreshing to have that feeling again after not feeling it for a long time lol.

That brings me to now. Its a couple days later and Ive really been looking at a lot of the friendships and relationships I have from an outsiders perspective (ones im not blood related to). Ive realized how much people ignore/do not care about what I have to say or want to do because it just gets constantly overshadowed. This overshadowing makes me feel like Im a ghost to them sometimes lol. i think after being with so much love at once to going back to how it actually is just really hit hard. My family made me feel like I was apart of the conversation and that I was listened to while I was with them.

i feel lost honestly. idk how to feel atm.

-slixy