Mareo and Lumie the Legends part 2

since we arent going to do forum posts until a couple weeks, im gonna take slower to reply 2 everything ima answer ur questions first. u dont have to type anything here at all until our set date, but u can read it if u feel like doing so

i just wanna go ahead and reply tho so its ready for when we get back to forum posts

answering ur awesome questions now

1. what does your average day look like from morning to night? oof my days look very different depending if its a work day or not. WORK DAYS: it rlly differs when i sleep. sumtimes i slept the previous night time. sumtimes i sleep right before i have to go to work. it rlly depends on when i feel tired. i dont have a consistent sleep schedule. but here's an example day. i wake up, the first thing i do is check my phone and i check ur forum posts too, and check texts from people. then i go brush my teeth and floss if i didn't last night. then i get sum food something small like cereal cuz i dont like 2 cook. while im in the kitchen i also feed sunny every morning. i give her a mix of dry and wet cat food. or i give her left over meat i cooked for her, warm it up, make sure its not too hot, and give it. then after that i mite check wat hw i have to do today. and think in my mind when i want to do it. if i have a ton of hw i might get started rite away but normally i wait until the last minute. then i watch a few youtuve videos, and mite hang out in 7cups member room. i mite clean up a little, or clean my shoes. i mite look on amazon of things i want to buy next month. watch a few more yt vids. then i go eat food again sumtimes i order sumthing if im rlly craving it. then i just do whatever i want until it reaches evening time and sun starts going down. sumtimes i just lay on my bed doing nothing. and no, its not boring to me, its relaxing. i dont sleep, i just lay there and its kinda like meditation. then once evening comes around i do my hw if i didn't already. then once im done with hw its time to go to work so i put on my clothes, pack stuff i need, grab a coat and go on and walk there. i take a shower if i have time but im not gonna lie, on workdays i dont always do it. then when i get off work i mite come on cups b4 i go to bed in the morning. NONWORK DAYS: nonwork days are like the same except less rushed. i alternate between texting ppl, watching youtube, playing PC games, 7 cups, and just relaxing. Those are the main things i do. sumtimes i mite go somewhere or go to livis house. sumtimes i play a video game with Christian or livi comes over to spend the day with me. it all depends. i dont normally go anywhere anymore except for livis house. I'm a homebody these days. also throughout the day i eat almost constantly. i eat a lot of snacks while i do stuff. i eat while doing hw, while watching youtube. lately I've been eating a lot of fruit and veggie soup as snaks. anyway once again i sleep at very diff times. sumtimes i get tired around time, but sometimes i am wide awake. but i normally will go take a shower at night and make my bed. i put on sum nature sounds, get sum drink like flavored water and get in bed. before bed i watch ASMR sumtimes. then i fall asleep and sunny normally sleeps with me everyday/ every night. she loves to lay in bed with me. sumtimes sunny wakes me up for food and i give it to her and go back 2 bed

2. what's something cute/innocent you believed as a child? 1- i believed that women gave birth thru their butt. one day my mom told me no, women give it thru their pee area and i thought wtf. i thought she was joking. that seems even worse. 2- i believed that babies were given to families who just pray and ask God for a baby. back when i didn't know what sex was. 3- i thought animals could talk, but just didn't. even tho ppl told me they cant talk i still believed they really could. i beleive animals were likely to talk to kids than adults. sumtimes id try to coax an animal to talk to me.

3. if you were the younger sibling, what do you think would have been different? i think if i was younger i woulda been even more lazy than i am now and expect ppl to take care of my issues more. i wouldn't feel so protective of Christain, probably. i have sum instinct in me that makes me wanna drop kick anyone who bad mouths him or hurts him. but idk. Christain said hed hurt anyone who hurt me too so maybe it would be the same. i also think there would be less pressure on me to "be an example". less pressure on me to go to college, to date a good girl. i just think since im older i have no one wiser than me to look up to so i have to be a role model for both Christain and myself. i think as the older sibling im expected to have life figured out more and to have better morals. for example, i have always been first to get good morals before Christain and then he copied me. like my morals about how spanking is wrong, how gay ppl arent wrong, even how eating animals is wrong. no kidding, Christain said he wants to try to be vegan too, eversince i said that. anything i believe he kinda believes too (sometimes). so if i were younger sibling, i wouldn't feel such pressure to be a good example and have perfect morals. Christain kinda copies whatever morals i have. unless he 100% disagrees with it. but most of them he does agree with and adjusts his thinking to be more like mine.

4. what are some songs that touch your soul? "where is the love" kinda hits at my soul bc it talks about race. "last letter" by witt lowry hits rlly hard bc it talks about grief and losing someone. even tho i never lost anyone its still very sad. "legends" by juice world bc it reminds me of how he died young. and how a lot of ppl dont make it to live to old age. "rain" by bruno mars bc it reminds Me of someone leaving me. i listened to it in my breakup a lot. "lucid dreams" by juice wrld. reminds me of someone leaving me again. i listened that during my break up too

5. what do you think your love language is? (Words of Affirmation, Acts of Service, Physical Touch, Quality Time and Receiving Gifts: CLICK ON ME TO TAKE THE QUIZ) ps, you don't have to take it, you can just describe your love language in your own words. my results said i am 33 percent quality time. "In Quality Time, nothing says "I love you" like full, undivided attention. Being there for this type of person is critical, but really being there—with the TV off, fork and knife down, and all chores and tasks on standby—makes you feel truly special and loved. Distractions, postponed activities, or the failure to listen can be especially hurtful. Whether itʼs spending uninterrupted time talking with someone else or doing activities together, you deepen your connection with others through sharing time." i am 27 percent words of affirmation. and 23% physical touch. personally i think that i am a mix of quality time, and words of affirmation. also i got 3% gifts. gifts are nice but it doesn't make me feel loved rlly. when my mom gives me gifts i still dont feel loved by her, feels more like obligation

6. have you ever felt that you have something good in your life that you didn't/don't deserve? i dont feel like i deserve livi. she seems too good for me. most friends i had in my life i felt they were 2 good 4 me

7. if you could call any person in this whole world and talk to them for as long as you can, who would you call? i would call an expert therapist and get sum serious life advice on where my life is headed, and wat i need to change about myself and my life. and while im at it, id talk about my abusive childhood to get some closure on it.

8. what school subject you struggle the most with? all math. math is f*ckin satan. i hate it. its confusing af. also history. history is mostly just memorizing pointles crap and i suck at that

9. how would people from your high school describe you? they described me as chill. pretty quiet, chill, pretty friendly. but also lazy about school work and not that smart or hard working. no one in high school wanted 2 work with me bc they knew i was lazy. and ppl in gym class didn't wanna pick me for the team. ppl also always said im always late, which is true. in highschool i got in trouble so many times for being late. it was always just so hard for me to wake up at 6 am, i couldn't do it.

10. tell me a random fun fact about you. sumtimes i like to use african hair products on my hair bc idk if u have ever tried them but they are very moisturizing and get rid of frizzy. my hair gets dry rly easy. ppl often compliment me on my hair its one of my fav physical things about me. i like my hair. if my hairs feeling dry i put some on

11. can you give me a "2 truths one lie/2 lies one truth" for me to guess of you too? i get bad arm acne.///// i make sure to never call livi olivia bc she hates it and gets mad at me.////// Christain is shorter than me (this is two truths one lie)

12. what are your thoughts on your life currently, what would you change or keep the same? i want to change how lazy i am. i dont wanna spend my whole life laying in my bed, i wanna do crazy stuff. i just dont have the energy. i would like to have more close friends but its hard to find good friends and bad friends drain me out, and drain my social meter. u know, like the ones who dont know how to have a conversation, sumtimes i excitedly try to meet ppl and get to know others but then i quickly get bummed out when ppl dont meet my expectations. lastly i want to get fit and athletic. i have more fat on me than i would like and it doesn't look good imo. i want to increase my stamina and athletic ability, currently i get tired very fast and run slow af. speaking of that i was gonna start lifting weights and doing pushups everyday like i used to. but even when i do that i still have a fat stomach bc that's where all the fat goes 4 sum reason blegh i need to get better, i need to do better. . i look pregnant low key. wat i would keep the same is all the cool ppl i have in my life and just everything else that i didn't mention.

13. do you think looks of people can tell us a lot about them? do you prefer face to face interaction? no. I've always thought looks dont mean anything. and that the body we are given is fully randomized and doesn't show who we are inside. its very easy to get misled by looks. so i dont pay attention to it. i try to treat everyone the same regardless wat they look like bc i dont think it matters at all to who a person is. idk wat ppl look like. i dont give a f*ck. sumtimes i prefer face to face interaction it depends on who it is. i do text a lot of ppl more than i actually go visit ppl. i guess its easier for me to text, i dont even have to leave my bed. and i can reply whenever tf i want, even if its hours later

14. what character would you like to be? sum video game character. I've felt like id wanna b a black yoshi and id wanna steal the show and be the one to ride on mario. and i would be the one to save peach. i would b like yoshee but more bad a** and in charge. i think that would be funny to have a video game like that

15. what mythical creature would you wanna be? a dragon bc id like to fly and breathe fire onto rude azz people. i just think dragons are cool af

16. what's the "man that was just wrong timing" moment for you? (anything that you did but just felt like the timing wasn't right for some reason) theres been times i had friends come over and my mom exploded and got mad and embarrassed me in front of them. that always felt like rly bad timing. sum of those friends never came back since those incidents lmfao. and one time when i was a kid i walked in on my mom and dad having sex. i didn't even know wat was going on, i was so confused i just shut the door and ran away.

17. have you ever been in a really dangerous situation? 1- the time i got bit by a brown recluse 2- the time i almost drowned 3- times when my dad was acting crazy with a gu.n. even tho he was aiming it at my mom and not me or my bro, its still a dangerous situation for children to be in a house with a crazy dude w a gu.n

18. do you get embarrassed easily or no? no. when embarrassing things happen i usually forget about it quickly. regarding embarrassing things i tell myself "if this wont matter at all to u in 50 years, dont even think about it" i do get embarrassed i just dont dwell on it for long, i go and focus on something else instead. bc it already happened so there's no point to spend all day thinking about it

19. have you ever made someone cry? ive made my mom cry when i said i hated her and wish she was dead. i made livi cry many times. I've said a lot of rude stuff to her i cant even remember. the worst thing i have told her, is to go jump off a c.liff. i regret it a lot, i really do. i was so f*cking heartless. I've never said anything like that since. i have even made christain cry (when he was younger) he would cry when we would fight. and he would cry if i called him annoying or stupid. i have made a friend of mine cry, i dont rlly remember wat i said but i know we were arguing and i was being rude to her and passive aggressive. i made my ex cry during our arguments. out of all the ppl I've made cry, I've made Livi cry the most. sad, i know. i hate myself for it.

20. if you made a movie about your life what would the genre be? it would be about being confident in urself probably. and not giving up in life. and it would teach ppl morals. just sumthing that ppl can learn from. so i dont know wat genre that would be. uplifting, maybe. but it would also have dark elements in it like child abuse, racism, etc, so it wouldn't just all be happy.

21. do you like astrology stuff? yes i think space is super super cool. i like to watch outer space youtube videos.

22. would you rather be well-known or just do great things in secret or behind the scenes? id rather be well known bc i want ppl to know about the nice things i have done, so maybe they too can learn from me. i dont want my kind acts to just be forgotten and not known.

23. how would you describe me to someone who never met me? ill answer that in a second, i wanna give a good answer to it once my head ache is gone

24. what do you want your life purpose to be? i want my life purpose to be to serve others/ help others in any way i can. people and animals, i mean. if i di.e and feel like i didn't help anyone, i wont feel good, and ill feel like i have failed

25. say something nice about yourself. I am pretty nice. I am cool. I have good morals, and Im smart and wise for my age. I am a nice person to talk to and i am a good friend. I have a good sense of humor and dont take myself too seriously. I am considerate to others and i dont judge ppl much. I am chill and a relaxing person to be around, i think

livis gotten a lot of my anger. shes been the victim of my anger a lot

and i think that bc i known her so long. and even 2-3 years ago i used to be a lot less nicer than i am now.

livi is proud of who i am now today. i have done some rly mean things to her but i improved myself to be a better boyfriend for her. like she deserves. i feel guilty for things I've said and done to her. i was such a piece of sh*t. i still am sumtimes. i try not to be

What I would say to introduce someone who doesn't know my friend Lumie:

U dont know her? oof i feel a lil bad for u not gonna lie. cuz she is f*cking awesome and the best friend u could ever ask for. Lumie is sweet, empathetic, helpful, kind, considerate, giving, but she is also bad *ss, sticks up for people, is a hard worker, and is super strong, smart, mature and more intelligent than most people. she is really intelligent about moralistic things, and she is able to think deeply about certain topics. Lumie is not a judgemental person. shes one of the friendliest people u could meet. She is very pure and sweet. She is very honest and true, and doesn't deceive people or try to manipulate or control people. She is very chill, and goes with the flow. She accepts people for who they are and doesn't try to change people to be more like her. She is accepting and very understanding. Lumie likes to read and has a very vivid imagination. She cares about people and animals. She has a very big heart. Lumie is not someone to be played with though because she stands her ground and wont tolerate disrespect. Lumie has great intuition and a very good common sense. Lumie's hardworking and wants to work hard on her education. Lumie cares about school, anime, reading, but she always cares about people more and never forgets peoples worth. Lumie is a rare gem of a person, a very special person. She is just really cool in thousands of ways. She is super awesome, and she can achieve anything in this world. Lumie is awesome no matter what. Lumie has very good intentions. She doesn't have evil intent, or will to make people suffer. She wants people to be happy. Lumie is a catch of a friend. I would advocate for Lumie to be a great friend. People can interview me to see if she is good friend material and i would say yes. Anyway, u should try to become her friend. Shes very friendly so it wouldn't be hard. Life is too short to miss out on being friends w/ someone awesome as Lumie, so just go ahead and do it.