Fear
I would like to have a friend I am not afraid of. I'm afraid of my male friends. When theytreat me badly, I have a basicfear that they will hit me, or get really mad,if I stay madat them for any length of time. The fact I was bullied by boys in school may be relevant!
Im sorry
I'm afraid of not finding a partner, a romantic companion to spend my life with. I just spent 5 years with a guy who I thought loved me and it turns out he was lying about so many things that I can't be sure how he really felt. I'm scared I spent so much time in a relationship that wasn't healthy and missed real love. I'm scared I won't have the ability to open up to anyone b/c I'm scared of being lied to, of being kept a secret like my last partner.
Sometimes people dont understand what love is or they are sick and may not realize that they are causing damage when they actually are.i have been on both sides of that.people need to be healthy first.
