blocked ex
my ex and I have had an on and off relationship for over 3 years. Our offs are caused by his chronic depression and major depressive episodes, and his unwillingness to stick to treatment. We've broken up 3 times before and he always comes back. It's expremely difficult to let go of the man he is when he's not having a severe episode, because he's amazing then. I also always reply to him reaching out after the breakups because I worry about his mental state, God forbid he ever does something to himself.
I recently decided to just block him completely on all outlets because it has become too much to bear in this last breakup. But it's excruciating because right now is a time where I would actually need his love and support the most. I'm trying very hard to be strong and do what's best for myself, but my heart feels like it went through a wood chipper.
Does anyone have any tips or experience is realtionships with people in similar issues? Any support is greatly appreciated
@helpfulPond3973
Hi there, thanks for taking the time to share about your relationship. I can imagine going through a breakup more than once is a lot to deal with. I can see that you really care about him and understand he would be going through a hard time. I guess it felt right for you to block him but at the same time he was someone you could rely on and share about how you feel.
I guess in a way like the quote you fall apart and come back together and now you are thinking about what now?
Perhaps you could message me or write back on here. :)
