Today is my birthday and I’m so depressed

After breaking up with her.

She was clear if you want to stay in my life stay as a friends, if not I will never talk to you again

I chose to stay. Since I can’t be without her

She told me to stop calling her baby

She started to talk to me like a friend(drama)

She then ignored me and gave me so many reasons everyday for her to move on

It’s been 3 months and she has completely changed

She limited her conversations

She deleted my pics from her phone and she told me not to call since she has no time (lies)

I agreed but I was in so much pain

I was so hurt seeing her online every time without texting me

If I ask her any questions about why she changed.

She just gets mad on me and tells me to stop talking about that topic love everything is just nonsense

I gave all my love and feelings and i still couldn’t move on

This keeps happening and she fights and blocks me sometimes

But then again unblocks me again and comes back so she can hurt me again and again and play with my feelings.

Sometimes she leaves my texts on seen

She don’t even attend my calls

And we both are not following each other on Instagram

I see her Snapchat points going up but she doesn’t even make an effort to send a snap to me.

At this point I only lost my self respect. I lost my sleep since July 11 and I lost 10kgs of weight. I get dreams of her every night and I wake up with tears.

She needed me for her to change. Since she needs me to forget our old memories by these new memories where she treat me very badly.

If I call her she won’t attend until she is free or ready to speak and If she texts me I just reply her right away and she took me for granted for her to move on

She knows that she is hurting me but she doesn’t care

She acts to me like she is talking normally even though she knows that I couldn’t move on

Today is my birthday!

She just sends me a wish like how we send to a distant friend and there is not even a heart emoji

I thought atleast on my birthday I would get a good wish