Still in love with you're ex? Nothing will ever be the same? Tell me about it..

I wanted to share this story as it has helped friend of mine and maybe will help someone else. Everyone has that one person they first love and will always remember unfortunately it happened to me. About a year and a half ago, I met a guy at one of my horse competitions.we hit it off right there and began to talk and became friends. It quickly turned into a relationship that we both thought would last. It only lasted two months. At that time we were or probably also to young to even understand what was going on. We were both on the same page and understood each other perfectly. We could talk hours on end without running out of things to talk about. He wasn't only the guy I liked but he had also became on of my best friends.

Unfortunate, we began to fall apart. Our schedules were getting In the way and we thought at the time we would never get to see each other once school started again and everything else. Also, we were both changing becoming more mature. We broke up with each other which at that time was not an easy thing. A week later we got into a fight and that was pretty bad. I pushed many people out of my life as this was the experience that shaped me into who I am today.

we crossed paths a couple times again. This past February we got the chance to really set down and talk. The weird thing was it was on Valentine's Day at a horse clinic. We apologized to each other and talked about what happened. After that we talked about what was going on in each other's lives. It was like nothing had ever happened between us and everything was back to the way it had Ben before. After this, we went our separate ways once again as we both had changed in so many ways. Although I lost a good friendship, I also learned so much.

when I pushed everyone away and was hurting I learned a lot about who I was. I'm here for anyone no matter if they have made me angry or not. I have deep emotions and when I care about someone it is usually strongly. Me and him have crossed paths here and there but remain distant friends as only talk when we see each other which is here and there throughout the year. The experience taught me to be more careful with people. Although now I don't trust easily and never have, I understand people more and how they feel.

I'm still in love with him because I've never felt a connection with someone like I did with him, not even with my best friends. I think part of the reason I'm also still in love with him is because I'm afraid I'll never meet another guy who can make me feel the way that he did. I used to imagine us getting and having kids and spending forever in his arms. Sometimes I still have dreams about dancing with him at our wedding and it breaks my heart to wake up and know he doesn't want me in his life anymore.

A little late to the party on this thread but...

I'm still so in love with my ex boyfriend. Even though he broke up with me and I hurt everyday and it hasn't gotten any easier, I still love him and would drop everything and go back to him if that's what it takes. He said I didn't do anything wrong and yet he has blocked me on all social media. I love him so much still and I always will. My friends keep telling me that I will find someone else but I'm afraid that I won't ever find someone as amazing as him or someone who treated me like he treated me. I'm still confused over why he doesn't want to be together.

The worst feeling is loving someone with every bit of yourself and them not wanting it.

im a fool he lied cheated made me think he loved me but i saw a sad side to him that needed love he made me feel whole

and i wish everyday i cudve helped him i love him cause he im a fool ,and it still hurts now .

It's been 4 1/2 years since things ended with my ex and to this day, the rest of the world is dull and gray compared to her.

I truly believe she was my best chance at real happiness and I'll just have to get used to settling for less...or keep working toward making it happen with her again. I still have hope.