Missing him so much (it’s been a month)
friendlyKite2529
September 27th, 2021
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He’s trying to be friends, I’m ignoring his messages. I see him on social media having fun with friends and I feel so lost without him. He’s always watching my social media stories but idk if that means anything. He means everything to me but I’m also mad at him. It’s a lot but I miss him so much. I wish I never met him. I want things to be okay. He told me he lied for a year about loving me. I feel so sick. Sometimes I’m okay like when I’m with friends. Other times like now I feel like I can’t go on. I miss every little thing. This is my first real breakup. Do I reach out? Should I ignore him? I don’t know what I want.