I trusted you
I stupidly trusted you. I thought you’d always try because I thought… I thought you loved me like I love you. But obviously that’s not the truth. It hurts so much. I never ever thought you’d say those words I heard from so many. “I need to work on myself.” “I don’t want to be in relationship right now.” “Let’s just be friends.” All the same thing. I get it, I hurt you. But you hurt me too and every time I tried to save us you weren’t interested. Maybe that’s the truth though, that you weren’t as interested as I thought you were.
@johnng823
This sounds like a painful relationship, one where the reciprocity and timing wasn't matching expectations. It sounds like you're quite hard on yourself, for trusting this person, and yet you capture it quite well, that trust and truth are fundamental for any "us" to work out, for any relationship to feel nurturing and stable. I am wishing you lots of healing, and a quick recovery from the heartache. I am all ears if you would ever like to PM. :)
@JaiMaa I’m really hurt. I don’t know what to do. I deserve this I’m sure.
@johnng823
What is making it seem like you deserve this? Feel free to PM me! :)
@johnng823
Be strong my friend, i knew that pain you cant take but you need to , sending much hopes and lights from me!
@johnng823
It seems that this has had an impact on your emotions and I am sorry to hear that you are going through all of this. I will reassure you that with time, you will find someone who will stick by you and make you feel happy. This relationship has clearly impacted you negatively, but I hope you heal soon!
