I cant have her
We had repaired our relationship, only to have it torn apart by her parents again. They treat her like a child who constantly needs a time out. Its fucking sickening. Fine. She lives under their roof until she gets her degree.
But i care too much about her to make her suffer because of me. I cant change her overprotective parents. I cant change her situation. So i have to give her up. I have to fucking give her up again. Yet again.
But ill support her from the shadows. Ill support her even though i cant hold her or be close to her. I want to see that beautiful young lady walk across that stage with her degree. I want to so fucking badly.
Im sorry lauren. Im sorry i cant be in your life. But you have a bright future ahead of you. And never forget what makes you happy and full.
@Nick8876 I am sorry to hear that it hurts to have to let go something I had to break up with my ex bf because he didn't commuincate with me very well and the long distacne was hard for me i had to let him go because i lost interest it was for the best for me to move on plus i graduate before him.
@kitkat34567 things settled down a little, actually. They hate me, but theres nothing i can do about it. Im gonna see her anyway.
@Nick8876
@kitkat34567 i wish you luck then :)
@Nick8876
Hey there, hopefully you are doing well. There's a few things I would like to point out;
We had repaired our relationship, (This sort of tells me that there has been problems between the two of you for awhile, theres probably a chance that these kind of issues keep happening, what are they?) only to have it torn apart by her parents again. They treat her like a child who constantly needs a time out. (She probably has controlling, intrusive and demanding parents, so it will often make her indecisive and she will often go along with certain things to avoid disappointing them) Its fucking sickening. Fine. She lives under their roof until she gets her degree.
But i care too much about her to make her suffer because of me. (Whats making you say this?) I cant change her overprotective parents. (Nope you can't, however she has a choice of living her own life or living the life that her parents want for her) I cant change her situation. So i have to give her up. I have to fucking give her up again. Yet again. (This shouldn't be like this...what she wants also count as well.)
But ill support her from the shadows. Ill support her even though i cant hold her or be close to her. (You are sacrificing what you want here, does she really want you out of her life? or you are making this decision on your own?) I want to see that beautiful young lady walk across that stage with her degree. (Yeah, while you supporting her, not this too much of a nice guy act of "Ill sacrifice everything all for her well being", that's not what she truly wants to hear) I want to so fucking badly.
Im sorry lauren. Im sorry i cant be in your life. But you have a bright future ahead of you. And never forget what makes you happy and full. (You should really reconsider this decision, and think it over some more)
@freshLight64
Were working on it. I overeacted and posted this after the storm blew over. Her parents basically hate me now, and they threaten to kick her out if they see me around.
Shes basically stuck between a rock and a hard place. They dont treat her like an adult. They only care about what they want from her, not what she wants and certainly not what i want. They refuse to talk things out.
Shes been my first for a lot of things. But being close to her has been one of the most rewarding experiences ive ever had. Im gonna stick with her through this mess.
