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Nick8876
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PathStep 16 Compassion hearts64 Forum posts235 Forum upvotes215 Current upvotes215 Age GroupAdult Last activeMay, 2020 Member sinceJuly 5, 2016
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Hello. My name is Nick. I'm a 22y/o student trying to get my first place and create my own life.
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I cant see someone i care about and it feels so isolating
Depression Support / by Nick8876
Last post
 June 6th, 2018
...See more I wish with all my heart i could see my girlfriend right now. But i cant. I cant because she still lives under her parents roof and they hate my guts because i didnt make a perfect first impression, and i have views they dont agree with. Im basically banned from her house, they watch her every move, ans treat her like a child even thougb shes 20. 20. Freaking 20. They found out weve been intimate and had sex a few times (im 22 shes 20). Were both in school and we both room with our parents, but there is such a stark difference between them that it is plain ridiculous. Ive never held any intent to harm her. Weve always talked about major stuff and decisions before we made them. We like to discuss real topics and issues. We take steps to be safe with each other. We dont force each other to do anything. And its no where near enough for them. Im just an obstacle to them that needs to be avoided. At this point in time, i dont care what they think of me. They can both kiss my ass in that regard. I just hate how they lock her up and control her so much.
I cant have her
Relationship Stress / by Nick8876
Last post
 May 26th, 2018
...See more We had repaired our relationship, only to have it torn apart by her parents again. They treat her like a child who constantly needs a time out. Its fucking sickening. Fine. She lives under their roof until she gets her degree. But i care too much about her to make her suffer because of me. I cant change her overprotective parents. I cant change her situation. So i have to give her up. I have to fucking give her up again. Yet again. But ill support her from the shadows. Ill support her even though i cant hold her or be close to her. I want to see that beautiful young lady walk across that stage with her degree. I want to so fucking badly. Im sorry lauren. Im sorry i cant be in your life. But you have a bright future ahead of you. And never forget what makes you happy and full.
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