Depressed before moving to another country
Hi everyone! I'm a 25 year old woman from South America who will move to England in three weeks! I'm moving up north for a master's degree. It's only a year long, but I hope to get an internship and a subsequent job after it.
Anyway, moving to England has been my dream for a long time. The only person who helped me feel okay at home was my ex, who also helped me while I was recovering from an ED. We were together for four years and broke up last year, amicably, as we both developed feelings for other people. He then went to Boston to do an MBA course.
He's found a new girl who seems to have taken over his life in just a few weeks. I've been having difficulties with my student visa and with too much free time on my hands before the big move. He's been terrible help and, thus, I've felt even more alone. His parents, who are visiting him, are staying at his girlfriend's place. I mean, ugh! And when we have the chance to talk, he finds a way to mention his girlfriend.
Anyway, even though he's a sweetheart, I need to move on, and fast. I'm leaving and I don't want to stay depressed. I'm oversleeping. I'm tired. I just deleted him from Facebook, but he can still contact me if he wants to. I'm trying to avoid reaching to him, but it's hard. He was my rock.
What else can l do? Thank you.