Change and moving
I don't know what to say. Pray for me if you pray. I am moving next Saturday. We've already started. I'd considered moving to save money... we have way too much house for the two of us... but wasn't sure I could psychologically handle it. Then my landlord said she's selllng the house. It's good because it was no longer a choice I had to make, but it's so sad.
I lived in my last house for ten yearS after the divorce, so that was really traumatic moving. Then the people I thought were my family... well, they are but t was totally unhealthy so my bonus daughter and my God daughter had to move out. I thought that I'd found. My family. I was okay /at peace that I wasnr married...and it all blew up
anyway, so it brings all that up. An I love this house, this neighborhood, the forest that's my backyard. Seeing deer in the street sometimes.
Anyway. I'm just whining. I don't know how to handle this. I want to check into the hospital to avoid it.
Going back to sleep for now
@leiselerin.. Hi there :) sounds like your scared and nervous about moving, those things happen when starting new chapters in our lives, i think.
I hope you will be able to feel better soon, once you're all comfort and have adopted to the new place.
Cheerz.. :D
@Helping2findAway
thanks! Itlll be fine. Got to see my counselor today, so that helped.
I've moved this post to Breakups and Divorce.
@SilentSerenityy
well this wasn't a divorce or break up, but I get it.
did you mean the community group forum? Cuz when I click on that there's nothing there
yeah, this was a complete shit storm. Wound up going inpatient after a series of bad circumstances and choices. Not sure I've recovered
@SilentSerenityy
i think I found it.
who the hell knows or cares?