Change and moving

I don't know what to say. Pray for me if you pray. I am moving next Saturday. We've already started. I'd considered moving to save money... we have way too much house for the two of us... but wasn't sure I could psychologically handle it. Then my landlord said she's selllng the house. It's good because it was no longer a choice I had to make, but it's so sad.

I lived in my last house for ten yearS after the divorce, so that was really traumatic moving. Then the people I thought were my family... well, they are but t was totally unhealthy so my bonus daughter and my God daughter had to move out. I thought that I'd found. My family. I was okay /at peace that I wasnr married...and it all blew up

anyway, so it brings all that up. An I love this house, this neighborhood, the forest that's my backyard. Seeing deer in the street sometimes.

Anyway. I'm just whining. I don't know how to handle this. I want to check into the hospital to avoid it.

Going back to sleep for now