What's one thing most people don't know about you?

I've tried to kill myself three times

My family is dysfunctional

People never know how much I want to offer a little goodness to their day. It is common, in occasions where I meet new people, to see them in a constant attemp to defend/hide/protect themselves, their "inner whealth." I, in my intimate side, want to have a chance to smile and to see the other person smiling as well. Instead, often I see that in the attempt to establish a conversation and to get to know each other, the responses I have are a few short answers... and the conversation dies... And each one take your own direction saying goodbye. It makes me feel that so many people carry so many fears within, fear to talk, fear to relate to someone, fear show what's inside themselves, fear to be seen, fear to admit that we are all human, equal and in need of improvement. Fear to admit that us, humans, improve ourselves through exercising this beautiful thing called "human contact." I do what I can. I knock on many doors. There are some people who allow their doors to be open, and little by little trust grows, and smiles come shortly after.

That I have anxiety attacks

That i like gay thing, like watching Yaoi, gay porn and so on.

I follow a strict doctrine I won't take the life of another living thing unless I absolutely have no other choice. Namaskar 😊

I like the same sex

People dont know how much I worry and get anxiety attacks. Its a constant battle in my mind and most times I lose. I worry over things years in the future, the present and things that occurred years in the past. I can never just take things as it comes. Most people see my anxiety as being overdramatized but its a feeling of being on the edge of insanity without actually falling off. Its the anticipation and dread that hurts me the most. I just wish people could understand that its not something to be taken lightly or dismissed as nothing.

People don't know that I'm sexual. People don't know that I like to write poems. People don't know I have self esteem and confidence issues. People don't know that I have panic attcks, cause I make sure I'm alone

My mom has always told me to never go out or never talk to males. Either they are my age or older. And if im with her in public and there someone there she would tell me to look down on the floor and put my hair in my face.

now every time i am at school or alone without my mom outside of home, i feel scared and just want to go home and sitt in my dark room. Since my mom made me feel unsafe every place i go.

i dont even get invited to birthday parties and go hang out with people since im not allowed or i am too scared to go.

my mom once went away for two days and those two days made me so happy and I didn