@aragorn2 I think we all feel like that at first. I was given the advice to just write. Don't read it back, just type and type and type (which is easier than pen or pencil and paper. I found then that the words flowed and just spilled out of my fingers and mind onto the page in front of me.
Reading back and editing can be very tricky to do, and I think we are all our own best enemy, super critical and then it can damage our self-esteem. So write, write, write and then rest. Getting the words down is the main point of focus, and then when we have done that we can be a harsh critic and edit when we are stronger and have the words released from within us?
Listening - One Step At A Time!