The path

i sit as i stare directly towards the blue moon

the clock ticks and ticks, saying it will all end soon

wind blows through the windows, as cold as the snow

outside, there're ghostly streets, basking in the winter glow

a gentle hand touches my shoulder, it's time to go

all my memories and nightmares, they leave, that, i know

it won't be easy to let go, it never was

it's cold, the window closes, the blinds go down

no more beauty, the one the moon has

this will be my new home, my new town

maybe forever won't i see you, or never

maybe peace shall reign when i leave

but your eyes remain as cold as ever

you always did as you please

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mother, i'm terrified

those monsters, they make me petrified..

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foolish child, it's all in your head

close your eyes and they'll all be dead

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i can't close my eyes! i won't see..

the look on your face when i fall asleep

said my eyes, those as deep as the sea

you smiled and told me to count the sheep

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mother i'm scared! i'll be all alone

everyone i knew, who cared, they'll all be gone..

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foolish child.. you've always been alone, from the beginning

those dreams you have, they bear no meaning!

your life is yours, and yours only

it starts with you and ends with you, whether or not you're lonely

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i close my eyes, i see nothing but a tunnel of the end

i am gone, forever, no family, no friend

it starts and ends, with me and me only...