love

I deserve love,

love deserves me,

we could be happy love and I

I could be lifted only to fall

I could lose love and feel like I lost it all,

I could love her

with all that I had

I could miss her

I could fear I'm not enough for her

Fear she could do better

Fear I don't deserve love because I've had far worse

And thought that I'm worse than love ever could be

I'm at the edge

the chasm of the unknown

I've seen everything I could without her

I know she misses me

It's good to be missed

Because I miss her too