Vent with some Poetry
Soo im a 16 year old girl in highschool, and for the first time in a long time I had a boyfriend. He was so sweet and caring. Not like the other boyfriends I had that lied to me and stabbed me in the back saying I wasn’t good enough because of my mental health. But this guy was different. He embraced my bad mental health and said he would help me through it, because he had it very similar to me. And things were great for a few weeks. Then out of the blue he dumped me. He said he didn’t want a long distance relation ship, even though he lived ten minutes away and we went to the same school. He was just busy all the time. But he blamed it on me. I was heartbroken, so me and my friend had a girls day. Me and my friend had an idea. She anonymously texted him and he told her everything. He was talking to another women and having intercourse with her. He cheated on me. He said he wasn’t sorry and that I was a mistake. He said he didn’t care about me at all and I had too many problems with my mental health. I thought all my other boyfriends were bad but this one… really topped the cake. By atleast a foot of frosting! He was so fake, and I probably won’t date or even talk to a guy until I’m 35. I loved him and trusted him. And I know I’m just some dumb 16 year old girl, but it still hurt. So I have a few random poems I would like to share.
Liar on Fire
We worked together
Like paper and calligraphy
We went together
like peanut butter and jelly
You were the butter to my toast
So what happened? We used to be close
Now you’re rain to my fire
Because that whole time you were a liar
A Sky so Blue
The moon and the stars
They’re extremely far
Bur you and I
We were nearby
And I trusted you
But you werent true
You were so blue
Like the light colored sky
So why did you lie?
Why did you hurt me?
I’ll never be able to see
Rotting Heart
You ripped me to parts
Without any thought
It hurt my heart
As you let me rot
You made me feel smart
But I’m so naive
Its really hard
Because I thought you loved me
Thank you for reading :)
~Lucy
@oliveTree4069
Firstly, no you're not just a dumb 16 year old girl, you're so so so so much more than that yk?
Secondly, who gives a fish about him, he was never good enough for you. You deserve so so much better ngl, and you will find that person forsho. He was just a stepping stone, an experience to make you more mature, more wise, more etc. Don't bother about him any longer, he isnt worth your time and happiness. It's good that such a liar is gone from your life.
It'll be tough for a bit, i know, but hey, you wont be through it alone yea? You've got me and all of cups with you, we'll keep you safe and we'll make sure you return to being happy and cheerful. We've got you kay?
By the way, your poems were greatttt, i vent through poems and paragraphs as well, so its awesome to meet someone who does that too.
Also, here's a poem for you <3
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Once there was a little seed that fell upon earth,
Tonnes of happiness and love spread on its birth,
But a day came where it was tested,
And despite axes to the back, it wasn't bested
So it grew and grew and grew,
Becoming home to a cute little shrew,
It gave shelter and it spread love,
It was even inhabited by a pretty white dove,
Then grew big, perfect and strong,
Even after it was done lots of wrong,
And so from a little seed that fell upon earth,
Came a beautiful Olive tree of endless worth,
Continuing to give happiness and shelter to countless little animals and birds
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It aint the best, but it's all i could come up with in the few minutes i had. I'll be sure to write a better one for you soon :D
So have a good day!!!!
If ever theres anything to talk about, i'm here okay?
oh my gosh this is so sweet thank you so much!! I appreciate your kindness :)
@oliveTree4069
no thankus, its all gud
you can thank me by keeping a smile kay?
