Emmett/Venus’ little pond 🐸 🌊 🦖
Helloooo!! 🦖
here’s where I’m going to post my poems, art (maybe), or any random thoughts I ever get, you’re welcome here as long as you’re moral and non offensive in any way,
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infinite cookies and cake source! ⬇️
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I’m not someone who exactly enjoys gossip all that much and feel rather uncomfortable with it.
And I find my classmates pretty annoying this year tbh
but damn they have so much gossip to tell lmao
I’ve unintentionally become the quiet kid who knows everyone’s secrets. 🧍
So basically there was this large group of friends (maybe over 5 friends) 😛
and the “leader” (I’ll call them S) of the group had a fight with one person (M), and then that person left the group, but someone else (D) also left alongside them. 😄
and then the “leader” has yet another fight with another person (Who I’ll call w), who just happens to go join the other two. 😁
and so (W) one day came up to me and began gossiping and gossiping about (S) and talking *** and stuff, and then (S) notices we were talking and then comes up to me and drags me away for a few seconds and whispers that they think (W) is a bad person, and honestly it’s confusing because I still don’t know what happened between them and I don’t know who to side with. 😛
and then For (M) and (D), I’m usually just eating in class alone and then they come in and sometimes I hear them talking *** about (S), but (S) also does the same to them sometimes behind their backs. 👻
The thing is, alllllll these people somehow felt comfortable enough to tell me all these things lmfao. If it were for me I’d rather keep it secret and personal but oh well. 🤷
Idk I just thought of posting something so I posted this 🧍
I feel like the sun.
Not because I feel “bright” or cheery, probably the opposite of that.
No one (irl at least) acknowledges my presence unless a lunar eclipse occurs.
:’)
@LoveMyMoonFlowers
That sounds horrible ni 😔
I hope you feel better and happy 🩵
as for meeeee
Idek. lol.
I just feel ✨ nothingness ✨
@The1NOnlyVenus
thank you friend <3 me appreciate you ^-^ <3
eeee i get that feeling tbh lol :') mmm… nothingness. <3 i get that. is there anything that might have triggered that feeling buddy? ):
@LoveMyMoonflowers
ofccc dw about it <3
Idk it’s just I come to the realization that no one actually gives a *** lol
a lovely feeling. 😌
@The1NOnlyVenus
Awwe :’) Do you mean IRL, buddy….? 🥺💕 it does hurt when people show that they don’t care :(
@LoveMyMoonflowers
irl mainly 🤷
7cups is better
Like just say you don’t want me there and that’s it lmao
@The1NOnlyVenus
awwe :') that must hurt buddy. *hugsssss* 💙 doesn’t kattie care? 🥺💜
@LoveMyMoonFlowers
*huggggssss*
Kattie is just Kattie 🐈⬛
he’s just as moody as I am so he probably doesn’t care 🤷🦖
@The1NOnlyVenus
welp I won’t annoy you with my problems : D
cookies and cakesss!
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@The1NOnlyVenus
no friend your not bothering me at all <3 your all good friend. 💜 hehe. *noms cookies and cake and sends some right back* 🍪🍰🍪🍰🍪🍰
is there anything i can do to help :')
@The1NOnlyVenus
awwe… 🥺
To anyone who may see this, I kinda won’t be able to come online until around Thursday due to final exams :/
soooo byeeeee
cookies and cakes for while I’m gone!
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@The1NOnlyVenus
awwe okay emmett buddy good luck with the finals 💖 sending lucky beams 🍀 and hugs if okay, and some cookies and cake right back (:
@LoveMyMoonflowers
thank you so much ni!! 🩵🩷
and I’m sorry I wasn’t online yesterday! Something came up but I’m here now so wooooo hehe
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anyways how are youuuu?
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@The1NOnlyVenus
no need to be sorry buddy 💙 *hugs if okay* i’m doing okay right now, i think. although i haven’t been okay the past few days, mmm. :') idk. 💙 thank you for asking though 💙 how’s you friend? how did your exams go? or are they still going :o
@LoveMyMoonflowers
*huggosssss*
Awe I’m sorry you haven’t feeling good these past days I hope things get better :< 🩵💛
as for me I actually finished my examsss 🦖🦕
but idk I feel kinda empty or numb lol but yeahh ⭐️☁️🪽
cookies and cakesss
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@The1NOnlyVenus
its okay friend. i’ll be ok. <3 thank you. i’m glad you finished your exams and i hope they went okay (:
awwe i’m sorry you’re feeling kinda empty and numb :/ do you know what might be causing these feelings? :o
@The1NOnlyVenus
*nomsss cookiiieees and caaakkeee*
No more promises.
Hi, I’m sorry. I feel bad with the amount of times I’ve promised to come back online, but then forgetting about this website and never visiting again until after a while.
I feel like I’m not in the right state of mind to talk lightheartedly to any friends I’ve made on here, my mind just feels blank, and I may sometimes force emotion to seem more real, but now I can’t do it, I can’t continue doing this.
I don’t want to raise anyone’s hopes up only to not come back again, I feel guilty and bad for anytime I do it. *Believe me.* The problem isn’t with anyone on here, if anything, the problem is with *Me*. I’m the one feeling unstable enough to actually interact with others.
I may never come back, or I may come back only after a long while, because I just don’t feel like myself anymore, and I don’t want to bother anyone, I may visit and talk to a listener, but otherwise, I don’t think I’m ready to talk normally on here with any friends, and I hope to have not hurt anyone’s feelings now or even before, in the past.
Thank you for reading all the way down here, I wish you the best, just remember that you’re loved. You’re wanted. You’re valid. And I love you < 3
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Under the table.
(TW: S@ related in a way)
I don’t feel safe.
There must be this gate..
One ever so great.
I don’t speak of great as though positive,
I speak of great as though tough, large in perspective,
Negative.
Guarding and watching,
It may let one in,
it may kick one out.
But this one..
Always invades.
Leaving me to evade.
His actions..
Are they deliberate?
Are they okay?
Or is he just..
Careless?
Is he aware..
Of his hand under the table?
I feel uncomfortable.
Though he seems so comfortable.
No one stops him after all.
He sits beside me.
He looks behind me.
Me? I feel confined.
His looks are a lie,
His hands tell otherwise,
As they reach for my thigh.
I want to cry.
Are they aware? Of his hand under the table?
To speak, are they capable?
To realize, are they stable?
Or to his actions.. are they faithful
To him?
I must be dramatic.
Or he must be looking for something somatic.
No one stops him after all.
Does he believe his gifts make me trust him?
They don’t.
Does he believe that will make me like him?
I don’t.
Does he believe he’s my father?
He’s merely my mother’s husband.
Why do I bother?
No one stops him after all.