where’s my light?

trampling

thunder

the light is away

the fright differs to stray

a glow enters humans

a glow enters the fireflies

a glow creates newness

to everyone’s life

i stay the same

no evident change

no light

no smiles

just fright

for a while

then i return

to my tears

its my nature

i belong here

in this pillow

c r y i n g

i wrap myself in shame

guilt pins me down

”Don’t play this game!”

i make my way around

and live

even dark clouds

have light

yet what surrounds

my life

are the dark clouds and c r i e s

and screams and lies

but the lies are mine

”Oh, I’m fine”

the screams echo

in the forest

so i let go

summoning the screams in my head

Hey God, where’s my light?