'i will never leave again''

             its okay to be sorry for not knowing what you won't

you don't have to apologize 

''do I not have to I say'' but when I make the smallest mistake you yell at me 

and then apologize and how am I supposed to feel?

            I feel scared that you may leave me but you are not good for me

I'm sorry for trying my best for you 

I'm not good enough   but I keep trying 

love is such a funny thing 

February 6th will never be the same for me 

I don't hate I was not raised for such but I can crumble on the floor and grief for the rest of my life