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It's time. Time to let him go, He will never come back.
PathStep 45 Compassion hearts1,477 Forum posts91 Forum upvotes121 Current upvotes121 Age GroupTeen Last activeDecember, 2024 Member sinceJuly 4, 2023
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why with so much trust which one would leave even though it was promised to stay to never leave, Now i'm stuck life is ruined for me i find no enjoyment in my life or anything i do 


you fixed my heart for me you kept me going and you broke it all over again ruined my trust 

will you ever come back or just leave me with my solitary

i haven't left my room or my house 


i miss you i loved you why wont you come back why much i miss you so much

its not fair

but i must move on i've been told so why cant i 




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my person
Poetry / by alexlemon
Last post
 Tuesday
...See more                                                       I miss My person It is time to let go for all those who got attached to someone who never cared It is time to let go but it's not goodbye just a see you soon it's okay to miss them to cry over them but don't let yourself get stuck on them your life is never truly full of one person it might seem like that but it's not find those you like having around and don't be sad if they leave think of how happy you were together  I miss my person -have a wonderful day to all who need it you are loved and cared for even though you may not see it-
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gifts
Motivation & Accountability / by alexlemon
Last post
 50 minutes ago
...See more im asking for some help   so. my friend is trying to buy me a phone for Christmas and my dad is against that but I don't know how to deal with the situation when I do get it and I'm scared
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why does a person feel afraid when asked if they're okay?
Trauma Support / by alexlemon
Last post
 September 15th
...See more every time someone asks me if I'm okay I fear the words  I think it comes from being asked if I'm okay and then basically being yelled at for saying what I feel  maybe that's why all my friends see me ask if I'm okay and I lie I can only ever tell my girlfriend and I don't know why
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mental
Reading & Writing / by alexlemon
Last post
 August 24th
...See more sometimes I think my dreams are just dreams  friends are just people to leave and people (the mean ones) are here to teach you a lesson but have we ever thought that the people we are around need more help than just one person can give TW abuse: me as a 14 year old who get hit over every mistake who still tries everyday gets told I cant be gay I cant be any kind of LGBTQ because I'm to young don't people understand that hurts , but the people who help may be going through worse the person I love who apologizes for every disappearance over a long period of time  makes me feel a little less empty I worry if he finds out I'm gay he will hate me. the cycle I'm stuck in of meaningless words the empty hole in my heart over being abandoned multiple times by loved ones makes the emptiness worse every time my friends come to me with their problems  I make them feel better with the fake smile I have plastered on my face but the one person when I'm talking to them its a genuine smile the beginning to the end of my time I will always love that one person, who helped who saved me the little kid inside who was crying for help  to this day I feel less and less empty when I'm talking to the one friend who I love but I'm also afraid of leaving me.                                                           to my dear friend                                                                      cherry      
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thanks for being here for me
Poetry / by alexlemon
Last post
 April 26th
...See more Farewell, my friend. May your life be filled with love and laughter i hope i will see you again one day.
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last time here for a while
Pen Pals / by alexlemon
Last post
 April 15th
...See more @KitArendel17  @avylsking  @CatHanderOutNoah   @reddblackk   @LynLyn87  @tranquilechoes @MrTsukimi  @CommunityModAaron @K1ngJulian my dear friends i was gone for some time but i must go again for i am damaged and broken thanks for being there for me i dont know when i will come back  but im glad yalls were my friends i wish you a fairwell of my annoyance<s
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