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alexlemon
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I want death he might be hot//~w~//
PathStep 44 Compassion hearts1,438 Forum posts87 Forum upvotes117 Current upvotes117 Age GroupTeen Last activeSeptember, 2024 Member sinceJuly 4, 2023
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end me because I'm lonely

leave me because I'm wounded?

God separated us from people who only see us for our wounds

so why are you gone?

leaving me like a wounded bird to die cry and your stil

living a good life

I still love you so why do I feel like

my dreams my thoughts my feelings mean nothing to you

ALTERS:

grey sorren and nico

  

















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why does a person feel afraid when asked if they're okay?
Trauma Support / by alexlemon
Last post
 Sunday
...See more every time someone asks me if I'm okay I fear the words  I think it comes from being asked if I'm okay and then basically being yelled at for saying what I feel  maybe that's why all my friends see me ask if I'm okay and I lie I can only ever tell my girlfriend and I don't know why
mental
Reading & Writing / by alexlemon
Last post
 August 24th
...See more sometimes I think my dreams are just dreams  friends are just people to leave and people (the mean ones) are here to teach you a lesson but have we ever thought that the people we are around need more help than just one person can give TW abuse: me as a 14 year old who get hit over every mistake who still tries everyday gets told I cant be gay I cant be any kind of LGBTQ because I'm to young don't people understand that hurts , but the people who help may be going through worse the person I love who apologizes for every disappearance over a long period of time  makes me feel a little less empty I worry if he finds out I'm gay he will hate me. the cycle I'm stuck in of meaningless words the empty hole in my heart over being abandoned multiple times by loved ones makes the emptiness worse every time my friends come to me with their problems  I make them feel better with the fake smile I have plastered on my face but the one person when I'm talking to them its a genuine smile the beginning to the end of my time I will always love that one person, who helped who saved me the little kid inside who was crying for help  to this day I feel less and less empty when I'm talking to the one friend who I love but I'm also afraid of leaving me.                                                           to my dear friend                                                                      cherry      
thanks for being here for me
Poetry / by alexlemon
Last post
 April 26th
...See more Farewell, my friend. May your life be filled with love and laughter i hope i will see you again one day.
last time here for a while
Pen Pals / by alexlemon
Last post
 April 15th
...See more @KitArendel17  @avylsking  @CatHanderOutNoah   @reddblackk   @LynLyn87  @tranquilechoes @MrTsukimi  @CommunityModAaron @K1ngJulian my dear friends i was gone for some time but i must go again for i am damaged and broken thanks for being there for me i dont know when i will come back  but im glad yalls were my friends i wish you a fairwell of my annoyance<s
one of my first poems from a few years ago
Poetry / by alexlemon
Last post
 February 9th
...See more TW :this is a self harm topic  the cuts may heal but the scars  will stay
resent
Depression Support / by alexlemon
Last post
 April 15th
...See more ive been falling back into depression ever since i moved
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