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alexlemon
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I cant smile anymore
PathStep 45 Compassion hearts1,595 Forum posts102 Forum upvotes137 Current upvotes137 Age GroupTeen Last activeJanuary, 2025 Member sinceJuly 4, 2023
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Hiiiii

my name is alex 

i have alters

nico, sorren and grey more to be found


my friends :tsukimi/cherry, kit seven 


hi hru my lovelies I hope your doing well I am pleased to say I still have terrible feelings




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'i will never leave again''
Poetry / by alexlemon
Last post
 December 31st
...See more              its okay to be sorry for not knowing what you won't you don't have to apologize  ''do I not have to I say'' but when I make the smallest mistake you yell at me  and then apologize and how am I supposed to feel?             I feel scared that you may leave me but you are not good for me I'm sorry for trying my best for you  I'm not good enough   but I keep trying  love is such a funny thing  February 6th will never be the same for me  I don't hate I was not raised for such but I can crumble on the floor and grief for the rest of my life
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paints
Arts & Crafts / by alexlemon
Last post
 January 1st
...See more help i got paints on my Chromebook and I don't know how to get it off 😭 also any paintings you wanna share
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my person
Poetry / by alexlemon
Last post
 December 27th
...See more                                                       I miss My person It is time to let go for all those who got attached to someone who never cared It is time to let go but it's not goodbye just a see you soon it's okay to miss them to cry over them but don't let yourself get stuck on them your life is never truly full of one person it might seem like that but it's not find those you like having around and don't be sad if they leave think of how happy you were together  I miss my person -have a wonderful day to all who need it you are loved and cared for even though you may not see it-
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gifts
Motivation & Accountability / by alexlemon
Last post
 December 22nd, 2024
...See more im asking for some help   so. my friend is trying to buy me a phone for Christmas and my dad is against that but I don't know how to deal with the situation when I do get it and I'm scared
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why does a person feel afraid when asked if they're okay?
Trauma Support / by alexlemon
Last post
 September 15th, 2024
...See more every time someone asks me if I'm okay I fear the words  I think it comes from being asked if I'm okay and then basically being yelled at for saying what I feel  maybe that's why all my friends see me ask if I'm okay and I lie I can only ever tell my girlfriend and I don't know why
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mental
Reading & Writing / by alexlemon
Last post
 August 24th, 2024
...See more sometimes I think my dreams are just dreams  friends are just people to leave and people (the mean ones) are here to teach you a lesson but have we ever thought that the people we are around need more help than just one person can give TW abuse: me as a 14 year old who get hit over every mistake who still tries everyday gets told I cant be gay I cant be any kind of LGBTQ because I'm to young don't people understand that hurts , but the people who help may be going through worse the person I love who apologizes for every disappearance over a long period of time  makes me feel a little less empty I worry if he finds out I'm gay he will hate me. the cycle I'm stuck in of meaningless words the empty hole in my heart over being abandoned multiple times by loved ones makes the emptiness worse every time my friends come to me with their problems  I make them feel better with the fake smile I have plastered on my face but the one person when I'm talking to them its a genuine smile the beginning to the end of my time I will always love that one person, who helped who saved me the little kid inside who was crying for help  to this day I feel less and less empty when I'm talking to the one friend who I love but I'm also afraid of leaving me.                                                           to my dear friend                                                                      cherry      
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thanks for being here for me
Poetry / by alexlemon
Last post
 April 26th, 2024
...See more Farewell, my friend. May your life be filled with love and laughter i hope i will see you again one day.
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