Navigating Anti Social Personality Disorder: My Journey

Let's talk about prison and the correctional system. As far as I can see, there is no justification for prison whatsoever. If I had my way, I would free all the murderers, rapists, con artists etc. Prison isn't and has never been about rehabilitating anyone. Prison has never been about protecting society.

What is prison really about? Prison is about slavery and helping the elite to stay in power. Let's talk about the elite for a minute. Many politicians, Judges, Religious figures, oligarchs and those who are billionaires have enough money, power and resources to be above the law.

When the elite murder people, indulge in pedophile rings and partake in every crime imaginable, they get away with it. They have the connections and the resources to cover it up and to maintain their grip on power.

But when an ordinary pleb slashes someone's throat, they lock him up and throw away the key. It's not because murder is wrong, or even bad for society. It's because he is a threat to the powers that be. They want to be the only ones who have the privilege of enjoying murder and getting away with crime.

These same elites also want slaves. Society is a slave system, and free will/choice is an illusion. If you don't want to be a slave then they will force you with their prison system. Especially if you commit a crime, then they have an excuse.

You will find the most intelligent people in prison, because they are not afraid to question authority or society. And it's because of their unique brainwaves that they are a threat to those who wish to maintain a grip on power.

Manipulating people is easier than you think. Once you are willing to face the harsh truths of life, and to embrace them, it places you in a position of power.

So what is manipulation? Well, manipulation is mind control. In some fashion, most people are being mind controlled by society and the government. They don't even realize it.

There are many ways to manipulate someone, but the easiest way is to exploit their weaknesses. One way of doing this is to find out if they are susceptible to ideas. When people buy into ideas, we can use those ideas to control them. 

Religion is a good example of this. If you know that someone is of a specific religious persuasion, for example Christianity, you can pretend to hold the same convictions. Their cognitive bias will compel them to think that you are one of them and trust will immediately be established.

This is just one of many ways to manipulate people. I call this technique mirroring, and I have used it many times to get free stuff from churches and non profit organizations. Of course, if you want to manipulate people, you can't be above lying.

Some would say this is immoral, but I don't see it that way. Firstly morality isn't objectively real. Morality itself is a construct meant to control our minds. The truth is that there is no objective proof for the existence of God, so the Christian was already buying into a lie to begin with. I was just playing along.

Virtually any idea that has no objective base can be used to manipulate people. These Ideas have no foundation in reality, and they live in people's imaginations. When you play to these constructs you are gaining access to someone's inner most world and you can start to bend their will.

I would like to share a common manipulation tactic that has been tried and tested in my own life. Most people believe in the construct of friendship. However, I have come to terms with the fact that friendship isn't objectively real. Additionally, I can identify the need for friendship in someone else in fact, I am very good at making "friends".

I will go out of my way to establish a connection with someone, and they will believe that this connection is sincere (although it's not). I pretend to be their friend although I really don't believe in friendship.

As our relationship evolves, I go out of my way to support them, and they start forming a dependency. They start opening their hearts, wallets or anything else that I may need. Once I have what I need, I don't really have a use for them anymore, so I just kick their *** to the curb. 

I have sent many people over the edge by doing this. What I mean by that is, I have traumatized some people in a profound way.

So how does one become a master manipulator?

It's very easy. If you want to be a master manipulator, then you shouldn't have an identity, and you should always question everything. You should strive to live according to truth and eliminate weakness from your own life, so that you can't be manipulated by others

For example, I don't believe in God, morality, justice, tradition, friendship or love. These are only constructs that are used to control our minds. I also don't conform to society or any identity tied to society i.e. race, culture, gender etc.

Once you distance yourself from these ideas, you realize that society is just a game that people play, but they are not aware that they are playing the game. This puts you at an advantage. Because you don't have an identity, you can easily just create an avatar and join the game, Once you have what you need you can just dump it and create a new one.

I want to clarify something. If you are reading my posts and feel offended, well, don't be. If you are a sensitive person then you shouldn't be reading material written by someone that's been diagnosed with a personality disorder. My aim is not to offend people. I am documenting my thoughts and feelings and saying the truth about how I feel- so that I can get healing!

I know that some of the information that I am sharing may be hard for sensitive readers to process, but I can't get recovery on my journey if I don't write down the issues that I am dealing with so I can process them. How can I be expected to change, if I can't vent about my issues and confront them?

That's why I am writing this information down in the first place. I am doing it for ME. So if you are offended by what I am writing, please remember the prime directive: it's not about you.

If I was in a position of power nobody would even expect me to change. If I was a politician, billionaire or religious leader, nobody would question me. Maybe I should start a cult.

Dealing with a personality disorder such as ASPD isn't easy in the least. I understand that you are dealing with a lot right now, and probably feeling misunderstood. I want you to know that you to know that this is a judgement free safe space. You may not realized it, but being brave enough to open up about this is a positive step in the right direction. I am here to listen if you need support.