Desperately Seeking OSDD Support

Hi, 

I'm new here. This is yet another attempt on my end to try and get support with something that is well past my years of therapy and personal, professional, and educational level. I am unable to find a therapist who has any availability to meet with me. I'm feeling extremely isolated because of how difficult it is to explain OSDD to another person, much less feel understood by them. I need help navigating this, and she needs therapy for what she has gone through. There are just two of us. I've yet to find a single support group that accepts us. I prefer to remain with my pseudonym, Nokey. She goes by kitten. I'm 39. She's 18. But where things get tricky is how she came to be. kitten developed (I'm not sure what all I'm allowed to discuss here), so putting it lightly, as a result of me escaping an abusive marriage, in what I called social su/cide. It was everything but the act itself. We ended up homeless and were a missing person for a while. During this, we entered into an extreme lifestyle (BDSM) dynamic with someone. TPE. kitten was heavily psychologically conditioned into being. But by the time that dynamic ended due to a slew of reasons, what was extensive roleplay turned into a division of complete autonomy. She's become her own person. This is very complicated, and I'm exhausted just trying to explain this 'briefly'. In lieu of a therapist, if there's anyone out there who can relate to us at all, please... please reach out. I need this. And I'm advocating that kitten does, too. I need the validation and confirmation that I'm not losing my sanity. And she desperately needs a friend.