the real emotions of BPD
I find the daily onslaught of emotions really hard to deal with, I can wake up in a good mood and within an hour i'm wanting to crawl back into bed because the emotions i feel are just too much. I suffer from really bad anxiety and can find the emotions make my anxiety ten times worse. does anyone else find their emotions too much to deal with?
GOD YES. And I totally get what you mean about the anxiety - it just gets amped up so much higher.
Every day. I actually wake up panicking because I know as soon as the day starts I am going to be insanely angry for no reason, and then I'll jump between manic aggitaion /not being able to focus to obessing over tiny things to euphoria and no abillity to think clearly or respond intelligently
@SpareDare its so hard isn't it?
@generousSunrise61 Sometimes it seems impossible... But sharing our experiences is so validating and gives me some hope that even with this bull**** we can still have all of the good stuff in life. It just takes more energy for us. But also makes us pretty tough.
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