i just want you to love me

yall think he gon leave me when he realizes i’m wayyyyy too much to handle and he don’t have time for that.

i need him to need me

but i keep pushing away bc there’s a million thoughts in my mind and i can’t keep up so i do some impulsive things.

he’s for sure gonna find someone better,

im crazy and mentally sick, always starting fights, needing attention.

i noticed our convos started decreasing when i couldn’t bring myself to answer his calls

and the times i do it’s silent

is it bc i’m not hyper sexual at the moment???

i want to be the best for him

i wanna be so many people

i wanna do everything imaginable

and i can’t and it’s ripping me apart