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conscientiousLion13
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Personality Disorders Support / by conscientiousLion13
Last post
 March 27th, 2023
...See more it’s so upsetting that i have feelings of being disloyal. i love this guy so much i haven’t even known him a year. but i resent him i feel as if he doesn’t love me. i feel extremely paranoid that he is cheating on me every second of the day. even though he said i’m the only one for him. but everyone lies. we have a small age difference so i have to leave them in a month and i can’t bear it. so i feel like we’re falling off…and then my ex texts me. he’s in town and wants to see me. i get a gut wrenching feeling when the thought of the person i like not being here. what will i do without them???? they have made my entire life different. changed me as a person. so i feel that i should see my ex and talk and keep him close so when i have to leave my soulmate, i’ll have someone else to drown my feelings of pain and heart break, and the aching inside of me. being left alone with me thoughts is scary. so i can forget with my ex and forget the immense hurt i’ll feel. the whole point is i’m thinking of seeing my ex while i’m still talking to my current partner. i don’t want to but i know i can’t deal with a piece of me being ripped a away.
anyone else?
Depression Support / by conscientiousLion13
Last post
 February 12th, 2023
...See more do you ever have this weird thinking, while suffering from depression, that you’re unable to clean your room and because your room isn’t clean, and it just keeps getting messier and nastier, you feel that you can’t shower because showering won’t make you feel clean when you’re sitting in a filthy room so you’ll feel disgusting all the time until you’re able to clean your room and then you can shower, feel clean, clean your nails, shave, wash your hair, and brush your teeth so a week or two goes by and you feel like you’re rotting away?
i just want you to love me
Personality Disorders Support / by conscientiousLion13
Last post
 February 11th, 2023
...See more yall think he gon leave me when he realizes i’m wayyyyy too much to handle and he don’t have time for that. i need him to need me but i keep pushing away bc there’s a million thoughts in my mind and i can’t keep up so i do some impulsive things. he’s for sure gonna find someone better, im crazy and mentally sick, always starting fights, needing attention. i noticed our convos started decreasing when i couldn’t bring myself to answer his calls and the times i do it’s silent is it bc i’m not hyper sexual at the moment??? i want to be the best for him i wanna be so many people i wanna do everything imaginable and i can’t and it’s ripping me apart
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