Is it borderline or not
My therapist told me I might have borderline but we haven't been able to talk about it more cuz she's been on medical leave for 3 weeks.
I have no friends... well one friend. I've scared away a bunch of other friends. I fear being alone but crave being around people too... like that pink song "leave me alone I'm lonely".
My parents recently divorced and I don't talk to my dad anymore.
I have a trauma history. I'm 25 and have bipolar, mostly depressive side.
I feel like a programmed robot
@Mypigjava
Hello there! 
It's rather hard to really know if you have Borderline Personality disorder or not. Have you tried looking at the symptoms? BPD Symptoms it could help you see if you relate to some of these symptoms.
I also noticed that you said that you are lonely. Have you tried reaching out to a listener on 7cups to feel less lonely? We also have support rooms where you can talk with other members and listeners. The forum is also a great way of connecting to others, I'm glad you reached out to us here!
I'd also encourage you to look at our self-help guide on Loneliness It may give you some helpful tips and suggestions on how to be less lonely.
I hope this helps a little, I know feeling lonely feels terrible but we're all here to support you! You're not alone *hugs*
Take care and good luck! 
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