I am having a meltdown!!

Ok so I'm pretty erratic and on edge right now but my boyfriend is really aggravating me right now!! We just had a fight where basically he said I give up too easily because he was testing me to see if I'd fight for something and me being me I didn't fight at all and I just sort of let it go!! But like why should I have to fight for my boyfriend!! Like?? What?? Anyway so we were driving and he was going to drive me over to his house for dinner but instead he just took me home because he was upset and said I should go and I didn't want to be a bother so I left but when I got inside he texted me and basically it was all a test to see if I would fight for him and I didn't because I felt unwanted and he said I failed the test. Naturally I'm pissed about it and tomorrow is my birthday and my mom who lives in California is coming into town so he said I should probably stay home with her instead of seeing him for my birthday and I said no!! I want to see you!! On my birthday!! And he kept saying I shouldn't so I said oh my gosh fine I'll see you Thursday and... Guess what!! That was another test!! To see if I'd fight to see him on my birthday!! Like!!,CAN YOU STOP TESTING ME PLEASE!! THEY ARENT NICE AND YOURE MESSING WITH MY HEAD!! YOU ATE LITERALLY MY FAVORITE PERSON AND I HECKIN HATE YOU RN!! So now I'm just over it and mad at him and just so on edge!! I never type like this passive aggressively pretending everything is good and funny I just feel so friggin terrible lol!! I'm done!!