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Jupiter13 January 6th, 2019

Hey guys, will just get straight to over sharing I have BPD,Anxeity,depression. I have "quite BPD" was a term I read some where basically everything is directed inwards, until I explode tends to result in a massive argument over something minor but is just the straw that breaks the camels back.

An I always get so confused because everything I want to say is right on the tip of my tounge & it trys to come out at once so my issues with the persons behavior gets lost in the moment. I can never properly expresse myself but tbh its likely for the best as I know I tend to over react & lash out I have knack for saying exactly what will hurt someone most when I get over whelmed & feel broken. It's the one thing I wish I could change about myself cause even if am in the right over the argument by the end of it I hate myself, An I am the one apoligising

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Rivercat22 January 6th, 2019

@Jupiter13 hello there ! Welcome to the personality disorders community. We are so glad you are here. Thank you so much for being so brave to share. 💓 It sounds like you have very strong emotions , and I hope you are getting help for it like seeing a therapist or using DBT skills .All these can help improve your emotions. Again thank you for poping in and I look forward in to seeing more of you 💓

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Surianath97 January 6th, 2019

@Cathlisa

hi there Im sorry I dont know if Im in the right community. Im starting to hear voices in my head telling me to cut my hand or to just kill myself. It says that If I do so Ill be in peace. Sometimes I laugh or cry for no reason. I suddenly get angry or sad for no reason as well. Will I be okay ? I have best friends but I feel lonely inside. Im an only child. I dont know who to talk to , I dont want others to know Im like this

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Rivercat22 January 7th, 2019

@Surianath97 hello there. Welcome to the community. I can not help you with the voices and encourage you to seek professional help if you haven't done so. But I can encourage you to stay strong and to know that you are not alone in this. 💓 I just wanted you to know that you are important and even if we don't have all the answers we are here to listen 💓 stay strong

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