Rome, Ni and Mustardâs Space đ
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@darkerplaces
rome buddy :0 this is just a little space where i can check on you and mustard the super spider-hammie đč hehe. đ (thatâs her new nickname now đ)Â
(me also appreciate for always being so caring and awesome as always đ and always somehow finding ways to cheer me up đ„șđ thank you. it means a lot that you care đ me hopes you know iâm always here for you too! đ)Â
@darkerplaces
okay but i donât really have a favourite food (': except cheese. and iâm 99% sure Rome buddy has had cheese before đ§ lmaoÂ
Lol cheese is elite đ§đ§ n thats ok i could just try some foods u suggests instead
@DarkerPlaces
hehe. đ
@LoveMyMoonflowers
Look i googled lol turns out she can try cheese as a tiny treat lol đ§đ§đč
I should look online to see if mustard can eat cheese lol maybe she would love cheese to lol đ idk if they can have cheese tho il find out
@DarkerPlaces
i think they can but in small amounts đ§ you donât want her nomming huge chunks of cheese lol
@LoveMyMoonflowers
lmao i googled it n ur right lol đ but i wana let her try a tiny peiceÂ
@darkerplaces
me here if you need anything, okie? <3
@darkerplacesÂ
*waves*
đ hey ni
@DarkerPlaces
hi. You okies? đŸÂ
Yeah r u? đđ
@DarkerPlaces
im fineee. Lmao đ
Yk u can always talk to me if u wana share stuff ni
Mhm.
idk my brains not workingggÂ
as usual.Â
Bjhjhggkkkoppy
nii you need to relearn English đ€Ș
*hugs*
@DarkerPlaces
*hugs.*Â
im sorry im so depressing lmao.Â
Dont b sorry i just hope ur ok
@DarkerPlaces
im not thoâŠâŠÂ
(':Â
Ik đ i wish i could help more
@darkerplaces
its okie.Â
ty for being there though. sometimes we just need people to be there with us in the dark. so it means a lot. dw <3Â
^ ^ are you sleeping soon? :oÂ
Im always here for u ni
@DarkerPlaces
me here for you too.Â
thanks iâm just so bad at talking about things which scares me tbh. i donât like talking about⊠yeah⊠because i say the same things over and over and over. nothing changes, really.Â
11yo ni would be so disappointed in me lmao. Iâm the same.Â
Idk maybe in a hour
@DarkerPlaces
its⊠*calculates* 11 pm over there. okie. đ itâs 2 am here lmao
Will u get sleep soon?
@DarkerPlaces
eh maybe in 45-50 minutes or so. That would be ⊠almost 3 am. after that my brain will drive me a bit crazy until i fall asleep. đ i didnât cry last night which was good i guess. Weâll see if i do tonight hehe. đÂ
I hope u can rest without crying
hiâŠ
can we talk about thisâŠ
@darkerplacesÂ
Yeah
@DarkerPlaces
âŠâŠ.
âsorry idk what to say tbh. Iâm *** sorry Rome Iâm sorry (':Â
Ok i just dont get it i didnt say anythin bad or negative in the meme
@DarkerPlaces
thatâs what the cml told me 2 do itâs my stupid responsibility. I should step down from my stupid roles if this is the result. im sorry.Â
Im not sayin u should step down or nothin iv already caused enough crap without ppl leaving roles cos of me
@darkerplaces
i feel *** bc i made you feel like your not welcome here anymore n that you donât belong. Itâs my fault .
ok so most of the time humour n stuff is the only thing that keeps me goin n i dont have any other ways to stop evrythin just gettin to much n overwhelming n i just felt like i dont even have that anymore on cups
@DarkerPlaces
): i get that though because humours been keeping me going too n a lot of the time it was your humour.Â
Ni made you feel like you canât safely be yourself anymore on cupsâŠ.
mhm? orâŠ. Idk.Â
Idk it made me wonder if ppl acc do like my humour or if ppl dont just "lol" anyway
@DarkerPlaces
(':Â
idk about others but i do.
I dont feel like im funny anymore
@darkerplaces
what makes you feel that way? ):
Cos im not sexist n ppl think i am
your not sexist*Â
Infact if anythin i was being sexist against myself
@darkerplaces
):Â
Idk soz
@darkerplaces
*hugs if okay*Â
you donât need to be sorry.Â
*hugs*
@darkerplaces
im so sorry i had to go for a bit.Â
you okie? *hugs tight*Â
rome if you donât trust me anymore and you donât want us to be friends anymore, i get that and i respect that completely. đ
But I hope you know i still always care about you.Â
I do still wana b friends i just feel kinda crap tbh n ik u care
@DarkerPlaces
i feel crap tooâŠ
are you in rooms now�
No i dont feel like goin in the rooms rn
romeâŠ.?
Yeah
@DarkerPlaces
you ok?Â
Yeah im ok ru?
@DarkerPlaces
mhm iâm okay. glad your okay. <3
Glad ur ok to