OUR SPACE
Hiย @iloveyouxx.๐ฅฐ This is the place i have made for us. I hope you are comfortable. If you are not we can change or stop anytime.๐ค
(anyone else pls do not read, upvote or reply to this thread...leave some space for friends,๐ pls)
@wIthpeACE
aww hiโค๏ธIโm very comfortable thankyou for making this <3ย
howโre you? :0๐
@iloveyouxx Your welcome!๐ค Let me tell You a bit about myself...
I am called Willow here๐ฅ๏ธ. (my friends at school call me Vish.- feel free to give me a name if you'd like.)
I am a 16 turning 17 year old girl. I am South Asian. I dream to be a neurosurgeon.๐ฏ My family is a complicated mess. They are the main reason I am here- FAMILY STRESS!!๐ฅ I feel better just sharing about it though.๐ย
Tell me bout yourself..
@wIthpeACE
oo okay, mm can i call you coco or v :0? iโm not that good at coming up with nicknames๐ ๐ฉท :o whenโs your birthday? ๐ย my cousinโs a neurosurgeon!! that would take a lot of years of studying but iโm sure you can do it <3 whatโs your family like? Iโm so sorry >:ย
alright well you can call me nadia(or you can give me a different name if youโd like I love nicknames too)๐ฉทiโm 14. iโm not from here, but i live in the middle east- I love cats! so much! I guess itโs kind of a lot that lead me to this platform but Iโll just sayโฆtrauma- and school and home problems :p ummm lemme see Iโm not that interesting tbh- my favorite color is sage green, I love music I love a lot of different types of music so I canโt say any specific genre, I love horror movies but I get really really scared xD I love spicy food- and salty food and well all food :p but at the same time I have an eating disorder I thought I recovered from but well not really we donโt have to talk about that tho- Iโm not sure what I want to be but itโll definitely be something related to psychology (maybee a clinical psychologist but Iโm not sure) I love all seasons but cold days make me happy because theyโre more special here if that makes sense
Iโm sorry I donโt think i have anything to say thatโs interesting Iโm a pretty boring person๐ญ
anywhoย
*hugs if okay*
<3ย
@iloveyouxxALRIGHT WORLD, FROM TODAY I AM CALLED V.๐ (*waiting for an applause, hello?๐*) So, I'll call u..."Nad". Thanks for the hugs, really needed them๐. My family, well really, they are *** or baboons or a mix between the two...๐. (Physical abuse, metal torture, and blah blah.. ). I am alot better now though.
ALRIGHT WORLD, FROM TODAY I AM CALLED V.๐ (*waiting for an applause, hello?๐*) So, I'll call u..."Nad". Thanks for the hugs, really needed them๐. My family, well really, they are *** or baboons or a mix between the two...๐. (Physical abuse, metal torture, and blah blah.. ). I am alot better now though.ย
fav colour- Gray, Genre- Action(better mixed with horror elements like in resident evil.)๐, I like winters too (especially for blankets, and sleeping XD)๐ต. I like dogs (preferably a husky) more๐ but I like cats too. My fav food would sweets and spicy but then all of them but bitter. (I hope your eating disorder gets better๐, and its okay if you don't wanna talk abt it,), Music- i can't pick on the genre too. (I have been listening to 'NF'- a rapper lately. HAPPY is one of his songs that i like. Depends on the mood really.๐คทโโ๏ธ)
I accept all well wishes for a career in neuroscience. Good luck on your path too.๐๐
BTW Nad, you are awesome๐. Not boring at all. So, don't say that, pls.๐ YOU ARE INTERESTING.(*and the crowd nods heavily!*). Take it from me.
MY BIRTHDAY 20 AUG.. yours?
@iloveyouxx
The first para got repeated!ย ๐
@wIthpeACE
its okay!! <3ย
@wIthpeACE
WOOOOOOOOOOOOOO๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ฉท๐ฉท๐ฉท๐ฉท๐ฉท๐ฉท๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ฉท๐๐ฉท๐ฉท๐ฉท๐ฉท๐ฉท๐๐๐๐๐๐๐บ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ฉท๐ฉท๐๐ฉท๐ฉท๐ฉท๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ฉท๐ฉท๐ฉท๐ฉทgo v!!! youโre awesome!!โจ๐ฉท๐ฉท๐ฉท๐๐๐๐๐๐โจ
I like the nickname v its chill and cute๐ค
sure :0 and ofcourse๐your family sounds horrible Iโm so so sorry, is all this still going on? >: Im glad youโre betterโฅ๏ธ
grey is an underrated color I like it, thatโs so relatable xD for the winter thing, so relatable XD๐I love huskies theyโre such great companions <3 same you said it better than I did xD and thankyou๐ฉท
v! :0 I listen to NF too he makes such good songs, I love the song happy by him!! and yeah thatโs relatable my taste in music might just change depending on the mood for me ย
thankyouu๐๐weโve got this๐
bwahahahaha xD the crowd xD๐take it from me XD thankyouuโค๏ธ
my birthday is 5 days away from yours! 15th of august๐ฉท
@iloveyouxx
*BOWS*('Thank you, Thankyou..๐') - You r awesome too, Nad!
@wIthpeACE
*claps harder and cheers louder*๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐
thankyou๐ฉท
@iloveyouxx
lmfoo Stop it, NAD!!
@wIthpeACE
@iloveyouxx
SERIOUSLY?!!๐คฃ๐คฃ๐คฃ
@wIthpeACE
@iloveyouxx
HAHA!! [ I was lol and my sis gave the side glance and said, ''what?!'' and went back to lol and rolling in bed.]๐
@wIthpeACE
XDD๐ญ๐๐๐
@wIthpeACE
Oh! I think we really need to match our times... mine is UTC+5:30. Tell me yours?
I tagged my self accidently๐๐คฃ!! Silly me. @iloveyouxx
@wIthpeACE
xDD
@wIthpeACE
right :0 mine is UTC+4
@iloveyouxx
GOT IT! so how do we calculate? (*Scratches head*)๐ง
@wIthpeACE
mmmm
so your time zone is UTC+5:30 and mine is UTC+4ย
and weโreโฆ.an hour and a half apart, youโre an hour and a half ahead of me so for example if it was 12 for me itโd be 1:30 for you or if it was 1 for me itโd be 2:30 for youย
what do we do with that information :0
@iloveyouxx
YOU R A GENIUS! [I am a friend with a genius so i am proud of myself! *Smug face*]ย
So when r u free? Like I am usually available from 4 pm onwards till 11 pm. (Though i may ghost a few minutes here and there!!)ย
@wIthpeACE
awwww XD well my schedule is really messy like some days Iโm barely on and others Iโm on all day on and off and also right now Iโm in a midterm break from school but we go back on monday it really depends on the day๐ญ
but for you Iโll try and be on from 3pm-10pm ๐ฉท i think I can manage that well enough
@wIthpeACE
They (my fam) are horrible!
Well I will give you a scoop...My dad remarried 2 times. So i have 3 moms๐ (Personally i am sus about the 4th one๐).
I was never told I have a step mom though ,not until i was 13. ๐คI found out on my own- when they (my current mom and grandma {i hate her the most})- you can guess what impression they gave me.ย ๐คข
After that i investigated on my own๐ง and found i have 3 fathers too [my birth father/ current dad, husband of my sec ex mom and prev husband of my current mom!].ย ๐ฒ*It is shocking i know!*- they fight to get us children on their sides.(*DUH! for the property.*)
My birth mom died when i was five.๐(Sometimes i wonder if things would have been different if she were alive!) My sec mom stole money and ran way #eloped# with another man*SERVES HIM RIGHT FACE*๐ [that hurt my dad's ego so he remarried a younger more beautiful women.]*HAHA*
So my step mum is really cold *like reaaaalllyyy*. It is better than hitting me.ย ๐คทโโ๏ธ My dad is "busy". He is not even present in my life and when he was, before i was 14, he used to beat me and my older step bro to take out his anger. I guess it is "better" now...
My elder step bro, is the one i am closest to.๐ We suffered together... only me and him. Our siblings were the golden children. {not anymore though, i ousted them from their positions after i grew up, with my elder bro's help though.} He ran away when he turned 18. I don't hate him for that at all. Rather i understand. After he left my dad beat me more but it lasted only for a year more.๐ (He still keeps in touch with me. He married a lovely woman and I am happy for him. Plus he is richer and smarter now. He and sis in law both have good jobs and are my idols๐คฉ...Even before he left he was earning money and taught me the same. When he left he threw money at our dad's face- not literally- and returned the amount our dad spent on him.) I am sorry for idolizing him!!๐ He invited me many times but i said no because wanna keep what my mom left me..after all only a year more and i will get the property she left me. I don't want my dad's so i will leave after that.
My younger step sis and grandma continuously scheme against me, they want the property my mom left to me and since i am the current eldest child i will get my dad's property too so they always try to kick me out...๐ซ
My lil step bro is only 6. But who know's what info my step mom feeds him..๐
I lived so far and survived thanks to school and friends. I was lucky in that direction๐. GOD PITIED ME I GUESS!โจ
That is all..ย
How is your family? [don't be stressed that you will trigger me!]๐ค
@tagged my self again!!hehe..
@wIthpeACE
I know Iโm sorry ): this is a lot about your family :0 gonna start reading!
wait what 4th one xD that seems complicated >: are they nice?ย
woah woah woah slow down๐ญthatโs so much to take in v Iโm so sorry that really is shocking I canโt imagine what wouldโve been going on through your head back then๐๐ค
do you have any siblings? ๐
omg v. Iโm so so sorry๐คmy mom ran away when I was 3 (I say ran away because she ran away from my dad id just always wished she took me with her) but I always thought she was dead (found out she was alive this year itโs complicated) but I canโt imagine what youโve gone through, do you know the cause?๐/nfta I think about that too, if things wouldโve been different if my mom was still here
oh wow :p so your dad remarried, she stole money and eloped with another man, and your dad got remarried again-
omg v donโt say that, a bad parent is a bad parent saying itโs better than hitting you is invalidating๐ฉถ
): thatโs horribleโฆheโs not mentally capable of having a child this is so wrong Iโm sorry v >:๐ค
im glad the abuse stopped but youโve went through it for so long ): are you gonna move out after one year? no its okay Iโm so happy for your brother and your sister in law they seem like amazing people ๐
ugh๐ญwhyโre all my friends grandmas always so weird like they donโt grandma the way grandmas should. how old is your younger step sister? I wish theyโd just leave you alone Iโm sorry๐ญ ย
what do you think she could be telling him? ):
awww Iโm glad you had nice friends about either way I think youโre so crazy strong like youโve been through a lot and youโre still such a kind and beautiful and positive soul๐
(Iโm kind of busy right now but Iโll reply to this last bit later because it would be kind of long <3)
@iloveyouxx
4th ?? My 4 th sibling..yea he is ok for now cause he is too young to get anything!!
@wIthpeACE
no no i meant this โย Well I will give you a scoop...My dad remarried 2 times. So i have 3 moms๐ (Personally i am sus about the 4th one๐).โ
you have 3 moms so I meant what fourth xD
@iloveyouxx
AHHH okok. so like my dad stays out till 11 pm. goes to job at 7pm. every week day goes to like another district...so i am suspicious..i don't want any more siblings.๐ญ
[p.s. i have no real siblings..my mom tried giving birth to a sis but they died during childbirth๐. bcoz of my grandma...she killed 4 of my unborn siblings from diff mums just cause they were gurls.๐.that is why i hate her!!!๐ก]
@iloveyouxx
GRANDMA'S R WEIRD..even of my friends.. but my nona[step mom's mom] is nice. I can say atleast she cares.
@iloveyouxxI am sorry to hear bout ur mum too. She should have thought bout u before going away...
*HUGS๐ฅฐ* & *KISSES๐*
@iloveyouxxย
r u free now?
@wIthpeACE
i am! <3ย
@iloveyouxx
I know my life was *** before. But I am not as strong as u say! [TBH i cry a lot in secret..sometme without reason]
@wIthpeACE
sorry back!
yk, strength doesnโt mean never breaking down or never feeling overwhelmed. crying is okay, even if itโs for reasons you canโt explain. you donโt have to be โstrongโ in some superhuman way- you just have to be you, and that's enough. Iโm here for you, however youโre feeling, and you donโt have to do this alone๐ฉทย
@iloveyouxx
I guess we are Kind of twinzies! *GOD(with a classical blessing pose)-"Tis was meant to be. You are fated friends..."*๐
YOU ARE MY "BIRTHDAY SIS!"
@iloveyouxx
Also Nad, if you wanna share ur trauma or anything else.. i am open to listen to you at anytime. If u don't wanna that is also fine.
@wIthpeACE
aww thankyou๐ฉทyou too, even if you just wanna talk about a bad day or the fact that mcdonalds got your order wrong id love to listen๐๐
@iloveyouxx
McD is too far away from i home!!๐ญ
@wIthpeACE
awww noo I love mcdonalds๐ญwhat do you usually get if youโre eating out?
@iloveyouxx
Ah where i live there r many traditional food take out. [we have street food in abundance here...like so much.๐คฃ]
@wIthpeACE
ohh XD๐คฃthat reminds me of when I used to live in egyptย
@iloveyouxx
YOU.USED.TO.LIVE.IN EGYPT!! Why did i not know? Just kidding, XD! Gotta be dope with the sand and pyramids.
@wIthpeACE
XD v! egypt isnโt all sand and pyramids! I used to live in cairo and it has normal buildings and views and beaches and restaurants and villas and apartments ย xDย
@iloveyouxx
You are acting like beaches and villas and...so on is normal!! lol
@iloveyouxx
I kept getting lost and was unable to find u among so many threads...so i made a new one๐
@wIthpeACE
XD you mean like with all the replies in this forum?
@iloveyouxx
Yeah yeah....I was looking everywhere for u...*fake pouting and looking away*๐
@wIthpeACE
aw man I missed you fr
@iloveyouxx
Ahhhh(*SCREAMS..*)
I forgot everything just because...THA CAT WAS SOOOO CUTE!!๐ฅฐ๐ฅฐ
@wIthpeACE
@iloveyouxx
SOOOO CUTE!! {I wanna hold it, hug it and kiss it....}-
THIS LADY WANTS A CAT!!!!
@wIthpeACE
same๐ฅบthat cat is so pretty!
@iloveyouxx
...And that cat is so funny!
@wIthpeACE
haha xD
@iloveyouxx
Ah!! I ran out of upvotes for u too...!! :( (This cur-sed rule stopping me from showing my love!๐ญ)
@wIthpeACE
i knoww whyโre they limiting the love๐ญ
@iloveyouxx
yeah.. [Let us take a moment to join hands and hug.... and cry out our grievances.]๐ญ๐ญ๐
Iโll brb! I loved talking to you today <3 ttyl๐ฉท๐ฉทIโll be back as quick as I can
(Iโm back)
@iloveyouxx
*WELCOME BACK HUG!!*
@wIthpeACE
AWWW *hugggggsss*
@iloveyouxx GOT IT! and u r welcome!๐
p.s. my net is running a little slow...๐โโ๏ธ
@iloveyouxx
Gotta go..
Bye Nad! Talk to u tomorrow or u can leave a message here whenever u want. I will check back whenever i can too.๐ธ
@wIthpeACE
aw alright bye v talk to you soon๐:3
@iloveyouxx
AHHH! If I had seen it any earlier i would not have wanted to leave!!๐
@wIthpeACE
XD cats make me happy โฅ๏ธ
@iloveyouxx
I saw you in that thread for sadcat.. That was sweet of you..๐ฅฐ.(You were so into it that i did not know whether to laugh or cry!!๐)
@wIthpeACE
awwwโฅ๏ธ(wdym๐xD)