OUR SPACE
Hi @iloveyouxx.🥰 This is the place i have made for us. I hope you are comfortable. If you are not we can change or stop anytime.🤗
(anyone else pls do not read, upvote or reply to this thread...leave some space for friends,😇 pls)
@wIthpeACE
aww hi❤️I’m very comfortable thankyou for making this <3
how’re you? :0💕
@iloveyouxx Your welcome!🤗 Let me tell You a bit about myself...
I am called Willow here🌥️. (my friends at school call me Vish.- feel free to give me a name if you'd like.)
I am a 16 turning 17 year old girl. I am South Asian. I dream to be a neurosurgeon.🎯 My family is a complicated mess. They are the main reason I am here- FAMILY STRESS!!😥 I feel better just sharing about it though.😄
Tell me bout yourself..
@wIthpeACE
oo okay, mm can i call you coco or v :0? i’m not that good at coming up with nicknames😅🩷 :o when’s your birthday? 💗 my cousin’s a neurosurgeon!! that would take a lot of years of studying but i’m sure you can do it <3 what’s your family like? I’m so sorry >:
alright well you can call me nadia(or you can give me a different name if you’d like I love nicknames too)🩷i’m 14. i’m not from here, but i live in the middle east- I love cats! so much! I guess it’s kind of a lot that lead me to this platform but I’ll just say…trauma- and school and home problems :p ummm lemme see I’m not that interesting tbh- my favorite color is sage green, I love music I love a lot of different types of music so I can’t say any specific genre, I love horror movies but I get really really scared xD I love spicy food- and salty food and well all food :p but at the same time I have an eating disorder I thought I recovered from but well not really we don’t have to talk about that tho- I’m not sure what I want to be but it’ll definitely be something related to psychology (maybee a clinical psychologist but I’m not sure) I love all seasons but cold days make me happy because they’re more special here if that makes sense
I’m sorry I don’t think i have anything to say that’s interesting I’m a pretty boring person😭
anywho
*hugs if okay*
<3
@iloveyouxxALRIGHT WORLD, FROM TODAY I AM CALLED V.💕 (*waiting for an applause, hello?😂*) So, I'll call u..."Nad". Thanks for the hugs, really needed them😇. My family, well really, they are *** or baboons or a mix between the two...🙂. (Physical abuse, metal torture, and blah blah.. ). I am alot better now though.
ALRIGHT WORLD, FROM TODAY I AM CALLED V.💕 (*waiting for an applause, hello?😂*) So, I'll call u..."Nad". Thanks for the hugs, really needed them😇. My family, well really, they are *** or baboons or a mix between the two...🙂. (Physical abuse, metal torture, and blah blah.. ). I am alot better now though.
fav colour- Gray, Genre- Action(better mixed with horror elements like in resident evil.)🆒, I like winters too (especially for blankets, and sleeping XD)🍵. I like dogs (preferably a husky) more😚 but I like cats too. My fav food would sweets and spicy but then all of them but bitter. (I hope your eating disorder gets better🙏, and its okay if you don't wanna talk abt it,), Music- i can't pick on the genre too. (I have been listening to 'NF'- a rapper lately. HAPPY is one of his songs that i like. Depends on the mood really.🤷♀️)
I accept all well wishes for a career in neuroscience. Good luck on your path too.🌞😎
BTW Nad, you are awesome🌟. Not boring at all. So, don't say that, pls.😔 YOU ARE INTERESTING.(*and the crowd nods heavily!*). Take it from me.
MY BIRTHDAY 20 AUG.. yours?
@iloveyouxx
The first para got repeated! 😅
@wIthpeACE
its okay!! <3
@wIthpeACE
WOOOOOOOOOOOOOO👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷👏👏👏👏👏👏💃💃💃💃💃💃💃👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏🩷👏🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷👏👏💕👏💕👏🕺👏👏💃👏💃👏👏🩷🩷👏🩷🩷🩷👏👏👏👏👏👏🩷🩷🩷🩷go v!!! you’re awesome!!✨🩷🩷🩷👏👏👏🎉🎉🎉✨
I like the nickname v its chill and cute🤍
sure :0 and ofcourse💗your family sounds horrible I’m so so sorry, is all this still going on? >: Im glad you’re better♥️
grey is an underrated color I like it, that’s so relatable xD for the winter thing, so relatable XD💖I love huskies they’re such great companions <3 same you said it better than I did xD and thankyou🩷
v! :0 I listen to NF too he makes such good songs, I love the song happy by him!! and yeah that’s relatable my taste in music might just change depending on the mood for me
thankyouu🐛💕we’ve got this💖
bwahahahaha xD the crowd xD💗take it from me XD thankyouu❤️
my birthday is 5 days away from yours! 15th of august🩷
@iloveyouxx
*BOWS*('Thank you, Thankyou..😉') - You r awesome too, Nad!
@wIthpeACE
*claps harder and cheers louder*👏👏👏👏💖💖👏💖👏
thankyou🩷
@iloveyouxx
lmfoo Stop it, NAD!!
@wIthpeACE
@iloveyouxx
SERIOUSLY?!!🤣🤣🤣
@wIthpeACE
@iloveyouxx
HAHA!! [ I was lol and my sis gave the side glance and said, ''what?!'' and went back to lol and rolling in bed.]😂
@wIthpeACE
XDD😭😂😂😂
@wIthpeACE
Oh! I think we really need to match our times... mine is UTC+5:30. Tell me yours?
I tagged my self accidently😑🤣!! Silly me. @iloveyouxx
@wIthpeACE
xDD
@wIthpeACE
right :0 mine is UTC+4
@iloveyouxx
GOT IT! so how do we calculate? (*Scratches head*)🧐
@wIthpeACE
mmmm
so your time zone is UTC+5:30 and mine is UTC+4
and we’re….an hour and a half apart, you’re an hour and a half ahead of me so for example if it was 12 for me it’d be 1:30 for you or if it was 1 for me it’d be 2:30 for you
what do we do with that information :0
@iloveyouxx
YOU R A GENIUS! [I am a friend with a genius so i am proud of myself! *Smug face*]
So when r u free? Like I am usually available from 4 pm onwards till 11 pm. (Though i may ghost a few minutes here and there!!)
@wIthpeACE
awwww XD well my schedule is really messy like some days I’m barely on and others I’m on all day on and off and also right now I’m in a midterm break from school but we go back on monday it really depends on the day😭
but for you I’ll try and be on from 3pm-10pm 🩷 i think I can manage that well enough
@iloveyouxx
That is hard work!! np... You be comfy...we can chat like this.- You when u r free and me when i am.🤗
@wIthpeACE
They (my fam) are horrible!
Well I will give you a scoop...My dad remarried 2 times. So i have 3 moms😒 (Personally i am sus about the 4th one😆).
I was never told I have a step mom though ,not until i was 13. 🤔I found out on my own- when they (my current mom and grandma {i hate her the most})- you can guess what impression they gave me. 🤢
After that i investigated on my own🧐 and found i have 3 fathers too [my birth father/ current dad, husband of my sec ex mom and prev husband of my current mom!]. 😲*It is shocking i know!*- they fight to get us children on their sides.(*DUH! for the property.*)
My birth mom died when i was five.🙁(Sometimes i wonder if things would have been different if she were alive!) My sec mom stole money and ran way #eloped# with another man*SERVES HIM RIGHT FACE*🙂 [that hurt my dad's ego so he remarried a younger more beautiful women.]*HAHA*
So my step mum is really cold *like reaaaalllyyy*. It is better than hitting me. 🤷♀️ My dad is "busy". He is not even present in my life and when he was, before i was 14, he used to beat me and my older step bro to take out his anger. I guess it is "better" now...
My elder step bro, is the one i am closest to.💗 We suffered together... only me and him. Our siblings were the golden children. {not anymore though, i ousted them from their positions after i grew up, with my elder bro's help though.} He ran away when he turned 18. I don't hate him for that at all. Rather i understand. After he left my dad beat me more but it lasted only for a year more.🙃 (He still keeps in touch with me. He married a lovely woman and I am happy for him. Plus he is richer and smarter now. He and sis in law both have good jobs and are my idols🤩...Even before he left he was earning money and taught me the same. When he left he threw money at our dad's face- not literally- and returned the amount our dad spent on him.) I am sorry for idolizing him!!😅 He invited me many times but i said no because wanna keep what my mom left me..after all only a year more and i will get the property she left me. I don't want my dad's so i will leave after that.
My younger step sis and grandma continuously scheme against me, they want the property my mom left to me and since i am the current eldest child i will get my dad's property too so they always try to kick me out...😫
My lil step bro is only 6. But who know's what info my step mom feeds him..😔
I lived so far and survived thanks to school and friends. I was lucky in that direction💓. GOD PITIED ME I GUESS!✨
That is all..
How is your family? [don't be stressed that you will trigger me!]🤔
@tagged my self again!!hehe..
@iloveyouxx
@wIthpeACE
xD it’s okayyy
v! remember! you’re @wIthpeACE I’m @iloveyouxx okay? xD
@iloveyouxx
YEAH!! LOL
@wIthpeACE
I know I’m sorry ): this is a lot about your family :0 gonna start reading!
wait what 4th one xD that seems complicated >: are they nice?
woah woah woah slow down😭that’s so much to take in v I’m so sorry that really is shocking I can’t imagine what would’ve been going on through your head back then😞🤍
do you have any siblings? 💗
omg v. I’m so so sorry🖤my mom ran away when I was 3 (I say ran away because she ran away from my dad id just always wished she took me with her) but I always thought she was dead (found out she was alive this year it’s complicated) but I can’t imagine what you’ve gone through, do you know the cause?😞/nfta I think about that too, if things would’ve been different if my mom was still here
oh wow :p so your dad remarried, she stole money and eloped with another man, and your dad got remarried again-
omg v don’t say that, a bad parent is a bad parent saying it’s better than hitting you is invalidating🩶
): that’s horrible…he’s not mentally capable of having a child this is so wrong I’m sorry v >:🖤
im glad the abuse stopped but you’ve went through it for so long ): are you gonna move out after one year? no its okay I’m so happy for your brother and your sister in law they seem like amazing people 💗
ugh😭why’re all my friends grandmas always so weird like they don’t grandma the way grandmas should. how old is your younger step sister? I wish they’d just leave you alone I’m sorry😭
what do you think she could be telling him? ):
awww I’m glad you had nice friends about either way I think you’re so crazy strong like you’ve been through a lot and you’re still such a kind and beautiful and positive soul💕
(I’m kind of busy right now but I’ll reply to this last bit later because it would be kind of long <3)
@iloveyouxx
4th ?? My 4 th sibling..yea he is ok for now cause he is too young to get anything!!
@wIthpeACE
no no i meant this “ Well I will give you a scoop...My dad remarried 2 times. So i have 3 moms😒 (Personally i am sus about the 4th one😆).”
you have 3 moms so I meant what fourth xD
@iloveyouxx
AHHH okok. so like my dad stays out till 11 pm. goes to job at 7pm. every week day goes to like another district...so i am suspicious..i don't want any more siblings.😭
[p.s. i have no real siblings..my mom tried giving birth to a sis but they died during childbirth🙁. bcoz of my grandma...she killed 4 of my unborn siblings from diff mums just cause they were gurls.😔.that is why i hate her!!!😡]
@wIthpeACE
aww no😭I get that
omg v your grandma is awful you have every right to hate her what the flip D:
@iloveyouxxMhmmm...
@iloveyouxx
GRANDMA'S R WEIRD..even of my friends.. but my nona[step mom's mom] is nice. I can say atleast she cares.
@iloveyouxxI am sorry to hear bout ur mum too. She should have thought bout u before going away...
*HUGS🥰* & *KISSES💗*
@iloveyouxx
r u free now?
@wIthpeACE
i am! <3
@iloveyouxx
I know my life was *** before. But I am not as strong as u say! [TBH i cry a lot in secret..sometme without reason]
@wIthpeACE
sorry back!
yk, strength doesn’t mean never breaking down or never feeling overwhelmed. crying is okay, even if it’s for reasons you can’t explain. you don’t have to be ‘strong’ in some superhuman way- you just have to be you, and that's enough. I’m here for you, however you’re feeling, and you don’t have to do this alone🩷
@iloveyouxx
Thanks..*me giving u a tight bear hug!!*🥰
p.s. i'll be there for u too..😇
@iloveyouxx
I guess we are Kind of twinzies! *GOD(with a classical blessing pose)-"Tis was meant to be. You are fated friends..."*😂
YOU ARE MY "BIRTHDAY SIS!"
@wIthpeACE
XDDD we could just celebrate our birthdays together atp xD
@iloveyouxx
YEAHHH! Why not!
@wIthpeACE
that image is so cute!
@iloveyouxx
gee thanks...i wrote a appreciation post for u. i posted there. i don't know when it will be ready though.🤔
@wIthpeACE
awww that’s so sweet I should make one for you🩷
@iloveyouxxYou don't have to...But you can if you wanna!!😊
Not forcing you, i swear. *serious face*
@wIthpeACE
xd haha I want to, you’re awesome 🤍
@iloveyouxx
I am awesome.. That just got validated!! *NODS*
(Thanks.)
@iloveyouxx
Also Nad, if you wanna share ur trauma or anything else.. i am open to listen to you at anytime. If u don't wanna that is also fine.
@wIthpeACE
aww thankyou🩷you too, even if you just wanna talk about a bad day or the fact that mcdonalds got your order wrong id love to listen💕💗
@iloveyouxx
McD is too far away from i home!!😭
@wIthpeACE
awww noo I love mcdonalds😭what do you usually get if you’re eating out?
@iloveyouxx
Ah where i live there r many traditional food take out. [we have street food in abundance here...like so much.🤣]
@wIthpeACE
ohh XD🤣that reminds me of when I used to live in egypt
@iloveyouxx
YOU.USED.TO.LIVE.IN EGYPT!! Why did i not know? Just kidding, XD! Gotta be dope with the sand and pyramids.
@wIthpeACE
XD v! egypt isn’t all sand and pyramids! I used to live in cairo and it has normal buildings and views and beaches and restaurants and villas and apartments xD
@iloveyouxx
You are acting like beaches and villas and...so on is normal!! lol
@wIthpeACE
its not xD?
@iloveyouxx
IN MY COUNTRY...(*imagine me holding a staff and wearing a crown and trying to speak in a guy voice*)
Villas- somewhat everywhere.
beaches- in a few states only and we have like 27 states
restaurants- yeah they r normal
apartments- not so much
@iloveyouxx
I kept getting lost and was unable to find u among so many threads...so i made a new one😅
@wIthpeACE
XD you mean like with all the replies in this forum?
@iloveyouxx
Yeah yeah....I was looking everywhere for u...*fake pouting and looking away*😁
@wIthpeACE
aw man I missed you fr
@iloveyouxx
Ahhhh(*SCREAMS..*)
I forgot everything just because...THA CAT WAS SOOOO CUTE!!🥰🥰
@wIthpeACE
@iloveyouxx
SOOOO CUTE!! {I wanna hold it, hug it and kiss it....}-
THIS LADY WANTS A CAT!!!!
@wIthpeACE
same🥺that cat is so pretty!
@iloveyouxx
...And that cat is so funny!
@wIthpeACE
haha xD
@iloveyouxx
Ah!! I ran out of upvotes for u too...!! :( (This cur-sed rule stopping me from showing my love!😭)
@wIthpeACE
i knoww why’re they limiting the love😭
@iloveyouxx
yeah.. [Let us take a moment to join hands and hug.... and cry out our grievances.]😭😭😂
@wIthpeACE
😭😭😭😂😂
@iloveyouxx
lmafooo...🤣🤣
[Somewhere inside we need this sometimes...u know crying out, not secretly but openly. :( ]
I’ll brb! I loved talking to you today <3 ttyl🩷🩷I’ll be back as quick as I can
(I’m back)
@iloveyouxx
*WELCOME BACK HUG!!*
@wIthpeACE
AWWW *hugggggsss*
@iloveyouxx GOT IT! and u r welcome!😊
p.s. my net is running a little slow...🏃♀️
@wIthpeACE
it’s okay! I ran out of upvotes for you nooo😭😭
@iloveyouxx
IT'S OK!!
@iloveyouxx
Gotta go..
Bye Nad! Talk to u tomorrow or u can leave a message here whenever u want. I will check back whenever i can too.😸
@wIthpeACE
aw alright bye v talk to you soon💗:3
@iloveyouxx
AHHH! If I had seen it any earlier i would not have wanted to leave!!😍
@wIthpeACE
XD cats make me happy ♥️
@iloveyouxx
I saw you in that thread for sadcat.. That was sweet of you..🥰.(You were so into it that i did not know whether to laugh or cry!!😂)
@wIthpeACE
awww♥️(wdym😂xD)
v!🩷sorry I’m here now are you still here?
@iloveyouxx
I am here now, I was not the, no need to appologize!! ("I AM BACK, BABY!"- did get it?)