Also I’m sorry to ask again but do you know when we can chat normally again? I promise I don’t mind talking like this and I don’t wanna rush you or anything but I was just wondering. I’m sorry if it’s annoying to hear. It’s just a bit easier and I feel like we can talk way faster. Which means we can talk more and I really want that.
yeahhh ok. so i was supposed to do the interview yesterday. buttttt since i went “camping” i couldn’t. so this week i’ll do the interview and hopefully by next week i’m good? let’s like hope and pray everything works out the way it’s supposed to but yeah!!
@free2118 Ok sounds good (:
@Hilltop9394 0: !!!!!!! ITS SO CUTE!!!!! I smiled so much when I saw Pete that cat. I wish I could draw like that you’re so amazing!!!!! And the little rat is so cute!!!!!
awww hahaha thanks. also what is ur favorite color for curiosity purpose
@free2118 We talked about this and it was horrible lol. But probably green or blue
@Hilltop9394 But pink also is pretty nice
hahha ok ok. sounds good 👍 don’t ask why just yeah. hehe i’m excited for your birthdayyyyy
@free2118 Nooooo that’s so far away!!!!!
it’s so so close!!!! 27 days!!!!!!! i’m like so excited
@free2118 Ughhh I’m not. I hate my birthday. It’s always such an awkward and uncomfortable time
well i’m excited for the both of us then. do you think you’ll be able to talk that night or should i do the whole birthday song the day before
i just wanna be prepared sorry for asking so early
@free2118 You it’s ok you don’t have to apologize. It’s very thoughtful
@free2118 No way your gonna do a whole song??? That would be insane. But probably not I haven’t done anything for my birthday in a while
ok ok so we’ll do something!!! idk how but we will trust. hopefully by then i’m am ATL!!
@free2118 I remember you said you already had a gift planned or something like that. Please don’t waste a ton of money. I feel so bad when people buy expensive stuff for me
ummm you made a whole party for me. and it’s not wasting it’s literally you. so that’s not a waste of money whatsoever
@free2118 I guess but seriously I will be so mad if you do. Like this 😡
omg stopppp let me do something for you. if you get mad i’ll also get mad like this 😡
Ok we have to make a new post here because it’s all running off my screen right now
@Hilltop9394 i think this is the first time in a while we get through a whole two hours!! it was super cool
@free2118 I know. I said this last time but seriously it feels like we haven’t talked in weeks
@Hilltop9394 ik it feels like i’m noah deprived it’s crazy. like we talk but we don’t talk talk yk. hopefully we’re not crazy busy. and in college i got my schedule and it looks pretty good! so i’ll still be able to talk yayyy
@free2118 Yes I hope so. I wanna be able to keep talking if it’s ok. But you come first. If you’re too busy with college and we can’t talk it’s ok. Your time is really important and I don’t wanna hold you back from your goals
omg no no ur like my bestest friend now. we can’t stop talking. even if that’s me being selfish. and you won’t be stopping anything. two hours a day talking to you is perfectly fine i’ll have the rest of the wholeeee entire day to study and do stuff. and if something we’ll just say we’re busy a day and talk the next it’s totally fine.
@free2118 I know and you’re right. But I really care about you. And I want you to do good and succeed. And I don’t wanna hold you back from that. And if that means we have to stop talking then we have to. I’d be upset and hate it so so much but it I would do it. Because I don’t wanna burden you and stop you from being happy
@Hilltop9394 I just want the best for you and I don’t want someone like me to stop you from that. I know it’s stupid because it’s 2 or less hours out of a whole day but still. It’s just something I’m worried about
hey hey hey stop. you would never do that. i promise you right now that would never ever happen. and i will never let that happen. i want to do good and succeed too so if at any time too for you i will. even though i’d hate it as well. buttttt for now we’re ok. and i know i’m not gonna do that to you. so we’re good!
@free2118 Ok. I’m sorry I’m being weird. We can talk about something else
@Hilltop9394 but it’s getting late and you gotta go to bed cos it’s past 11 already!
@free2118 Yes that’s true
@Hilltop9394 Have a good night and a good day tomorrow. Make sure to eat and drink and get plenty of sleep.
okkkk. i hope you have a really awesome night and have good dreams. have a cool day tomorrow! drink lots of water it’s hot as hel l outside at least for me it is. so i’m just thinking you over there too. anyway. DRINK LOTS OF WATER. and i hope it’s awesome and it’s always fun talking to you. be safe drive safe too and have fun!!! go look at cool cars!!
Hi do you have time to talk tonight?
@Hilltop9394 hiiii yes i have time! how was your day?
@free2118 It was ok. It was bad at the beginning but I feel a bit better now
@Hilltop9394 What about you? How was your day?
it was eh. lots of work lowkey dead inside but i’m making a lego car! my friend gave me one for my birthday i’ve just been mad at every friend so like i finally saw her today and ugh. still felt awful seeing her but yeah. idk. it was eh
@free2118 I’m sorry you feel that way. Hopefully things will get better. But it will. Especially with college.
yeah college is making me hopeful especially with all the new people i’m talking to that are going to college with me. so yeah
@free2118 That’s really good to hear! I’m happy for you
you ok? do you wanna talk about it? i’m glad you are better (:
@free2118 No it was just a bad day mentally that’s all
i’m sorry. those days are rough
@free2118 It’s ok. Tomorrow might be better
yea! tomorrow will be (: did you end up seeing cars today?
@free2118 No I didn’t. The place only sells parts and not whole cars. Which is so lame. No I gotta go on *** and stuff and seeing in person is so much cooler
@Hilltop9394 go on fac ebook
@Hilltop9394 Typo
Yeah you’re right but it’s so much nicer to see a car in person. But it’s ok. I’ll find something
you will and you can probably go see the car before you buy it! so it’ll be ok
@free2118 Yes you’re right
@Hilltop9394 I’m sorry I forgot to ask do you wanna talk about your day?I said you were upset with your friends right?
yeah but i was upset with them for a while so it’s ok. just idk i feel like after high school i stopped connecting with them. they don’t talk to me at all. and i’ve tried but they barely do so i gave up yk. and now it’s like now they’re trying and i just can’t. i feel like they just idk. idk how to explain it but yeah.
@free2118 I get it you don’t have to explain anything. It sounds really frustrating but at least they’re trying to talk. I wish I could help some way
yeah at least it just feels really late now. idk. maybe it’s just me. and it’s my fault i can’t just like move past what they did. idk. but thank you you’re already helping a ton
@free2118 I’m sorry. It’s up to you in the end to whether you forgive them. It’s a judgment call and whatever you do is right
i guess but i know people would judge me if i didn’t forgive them. which makes me frustrated because then i just feel wrong and guilty like it’s my fault forever. so i probably will forgive them even if i don’t want to necessarily yk. but yeah. anywayyy is there anything you wanna talk about?
Oh that’s so good!!! How much? And did you go out at all?
it was for a little bit but it was super refreshing to see i got super happy haha
@free2118 Yes I’m glad! I hope it rains more here. It barely rains at all
yeah it doesn’t rain too much here either. butttt this year it kinda did so i was super happy haha
@free2118 That’s good. Hopefully it keeps raining more and more. But I hear it rains a lot in Seattle. It would be cool to live there
yes!! that’s my end result to live over there tbh. my aunt lives like 20 minutes away from seattle in bellevue and it’s gorgeous. every time i’ve gone i’m the happiest person alive haha. we should go! if we have time in our road trip or something. reminding meeeee i gotta research
@free2118 Omg that’s so nice! You definitely should. We have to go 100% What do you need to research? About Seattle?
we should def go! no no research for our trip how much we should minimum save up yk
@free2118 Yes we both do. First of all where are we gonna go? And how much can we get done?
well it depends on many factors. 1. when do you think you can start. cos i can start whenever. but i think you’d have to wait till 18 right? or after graduation. 2. how long do we want this trip to be? cos this could technically be done in a week but do we wanna do two? three? i think two would be a good medium but idk up to you. 3. how much do we wanna spend? do we wanna do alllll hotels. or should we camp to make it cheaper? what do you prefer
alsooo maybe for time reasons just explore illinois road trip all the way to utah and explore utah? or what do you think
@free2118 Ok I should be able to start right after graduation, but idk if then circumstances will allow for it. Money doesn’t matter either. I’m fine with spending money because I think it’s money well spent. And I think it should be a mix of camping. We HAVE to use our princess sleeping bags. I think it would be fun to hike and camp and all that stuff
yesss our sleeping bags. ok ok. and we’re good with doing illinois to utah that’s ok? my only worry is going back. i either fly there and meet you then you gotta drive back which i’m worried about. or i drive there get you and drive and you can take a flight home. which idk why but i feel like that’s safer. but idk you wanna use your car. and idk if i’ll have a car but yeah something to think about
Also how much time do you have? And it’s gonna be during the summer right? I think 2 weeks is good though
i think the summer is good! i have to get back in school if school starts august 19 this year probably around same time next year. so that’s a perfect two weeks and if you wanna stay longer you technically could. id just go to class then go hang with you after lol. but two weeks sounds good enough for me not to strangle you after a trip 😀
@free2118 What???? Where did strangling come in???? Am I in danger????
@Hilltop9394 Got me like 😨
ummmm. well yk when you see a person for too long for too much time 24/7 you start wanting to karate chop them. at least that’s me with people. soooooooo. i wont do that but like if i look mad at you for any reason just don’t ask. it’ll go away in a couple hours. lol
@Hilltop9394 And I just remembered we have to see a show at that venue you went to
YES!!!! ok i’ll start looking at shows when it comes closer to that time. maybe we’ll discover a new cool artist or something haha. but yes we do need to
@free2118 Yes we definitely do. Is there anything else we need to plan out?
when the museum is open and stuff and i think those are the big things. that we need to make sure align correctly other than that everything should be open? unless there’s something in illinois to do that you wanna do?
@free2118 I’m not sure. What’s on the list? And how many things do you have down? Is it one trips worth or a few?
well definitely a few trips but let’s start with the most big one. we got chicago museum, burger king, wendy’s, sleeping bags, illinois to utah, concert in utah, the bean, ur little town, fontana the place you showed pictures of with the observatory or something like that, harmilda the cow, hiking, city in utah, the salt lake, provo river, and jazz night at vinyl place in utah. is there anything you wanna add?
@free2118 I think that’s all good
ok!! well some of these in the list are cheap. others like ticket to concert and museum might be more. and then gas money, food and hotels if needed.
sorry if i’m ranting and stuff i just wanna make sure we’re good! i’m super excited haha
@free2118 No you’re not ranting at all it’s really good and I’m excited too.
We have to get some good food too. Idk but just find places along the way. Also go through random towns and forests or whatever seems interesting. Just to not have such a linear path. But also explore a bit
yes! of course. we just don’t wanna wast too much time on the road and then not have enough time for other stuff yk. but it’ll work out.
@free2118 Yes that’s true. We’ll make sure to stay on track
Ok it says it will be 206 for a one way trip and 412 for a round trip. And that’s just gas
@Hilltop9394 But that’s a straight line there and back. We’re gonna be going places and doing things so give to take a bit more
