OMG!!!!!! IT LOOKS SO COOL!!!!!!!!
@Hilltop9394 THE SET LOOKS SO COOL WITH ALL THE LIGHTS AND THE SMOKE AND EVERYTHING IT MUST HAVE BEEN SO COOL!!!!
@Hilltop9394 I KNOW I WAS SO EXCITED TJE WHOLE TIME. i like screamed all the lyrics and it was just so good. and our seats were SO GOOD. when you come over here we’re gonna go to a random concert at that venue because it’s gorgeous i swear. it’s so so cool!!
@free2118 We have to that sounds like the funnest thing ever
ok ok lemme put it on our bucket list now. lol. anyway i’m super happy you had a good day today!! i just ate a ton of sushi that andrew bought me and my stomach feels like it’s going to have a child. like k cannot look at food whatsoever
@free2118 AAHAHAHA that’s so funny but I’ve never had sushi either. I’ve literally never lived in my life 😔
STOP DONT SAY THAT. we’re gonna do a lot of things now. all you can eat sushi! that i almost passed away in because i can’t eat a ton but ITS OK STILL SO GOOD
@Hilltop9394 here’s the mountains in the background of the venue
@free2118 Duuuuuude seriously I wish I went that all sounds absolutely amazing
@Hilltop9394 brooo you said you didn’t like the singers voice 🙄✋ but you shouldveeee just like randomly take a detour for the day to go to a concert over here 💀
@free2118 your right I’ll just go on a random 3 day short detour
exactlyyyyy. like how much is an airplane ticket to here 🙄 literally nothing right?
OMG NOAH NOAH GIESS WHAT GOOD NEWS
@free2118 What what tell me??!?!?!
I GOT THE MEDICAL ASSISTING HEART TRANSPLANT JOB YESTERDAY IN THE MORNING AND I JIST SAID YES TO THE OFFER TODAYYYYYY
@free2118 YEAHHHHHHHH! WHOOOOOO!!!!!!! 🎉🎉🥳🎈🎊🎁🍾🎈🥳🥳🎈🎊🎁🎁
YEAHHHHHHHHH WE NEED TO CELEBRATE
@Hilltop9394 IM SO HAPPY AND PROUD OF YOU YOU DID SO MUCH GOOD DIFFICULT WORK TO GET THERE AND YOU TOTALLY DESERVE IT!!!!!
YAYYYYYYYYY. it’s gonna be so so busy but i’m so excited! it’s a full time job. 40 hours a week and starting pay for me is 19.25 which is soooo so good i could pay my housing by myself! so that’s awesome!!! and like i get to draw blood all the time which i love and SEE HEART TRANSPLANT SURGERIES WHICH IS SO SO COOL. anyway yeah i’m super excited i start July 8th yayyy cheers!! thanks for being happy for me haha🥂
@free2118 YES!!!!! All of that is so amazing you’re gonna be rich!!!!! 💰💰💰 Seriously that’s so amazing and it just shows how hard working and dedicated you are. You better not waste it all or I’m gonna be so mad 😡 And get a savings account too
ok ok ok i won’t waste it all it’ll all go for college. and then save it for a very cool cool car and the occasional concert haha. or cd. AND SOMETHINF ELSE. but that’s a surprise.
@Hilltop9394 And just because I didn’t like his voice doesn’t mean it wouldn’t be awesome to see them. They probably put on a really good show
that’s true that’s true i’m sorry. you should’ve been there. there was a seat right next to me too! how dare you not come 😡
@free2118 I would have been a bit late though. But yes I should have
it’s ok i was a bit late too. I GOT A SHIRT! andddd obviously a CD haha
Ahahaha that had such 🙂 energy
it did. it really did. and i don’t have a picture but i’ll wear it tomorrow and show you and also the cd i’ll take a picture tomorrow too.
@free2118 Yay I wanna see I’m so excited!!!
@Hilltop9394 But it’s getting late and my internet stops on 3 minutes
omgggg yeah ok ok. have a goodnight and a good day tomorrow!!! and have so much fun!! i’ll talk to you tomorrow and drink some apple juice or eat ice cream or something. have good dreams and stay hydrated. byeeee (:
@free2118 Hi I’m gonna be maybe 10 minutes late-ish I’m at Walmart and should be home soon. And it is raining so hard like omg it’s so crazy. But anyway if you can’t talk that’s ok but I might be a bit late
@Hilltop9394 BE SAFE . and it’s ok i can talk(: just drive safe and take a picture of the rain or something i miss rain
And I tried to take a picture but the window was all blurry. But the parking lot looked completely under water it was like one giant puddle.
it’s ok haha. i’m glad you’re safe and got home in one piece
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@Hilltop9394 But I’ve just been so miserable with myself lately. I feel like a total loser. I’m so unhappy with myself and I feel like every time I feel good it won’t last. I think I’m always gonna be unhappy
it’s so pretty and calm like the lights are gorgeous. i don’t know why but it’s perfect. today it was 95 outside so like toooo hot.
It feels like every time something somewhat good happens or I’m feeling good for a bit everything gets worse. And then all I can think about is how I messed up and what I should have done differently. It makes me feel like a failure and makes me feel like the next time something good happens I’m gonna mess it up
but you don’t mess it up. something good doesn’t last forever. and what you can do with that is keep those good moments and make sure you have more and treasure them. that’s how it makes you happy. that’s why being happy is so nice and is good because if you just had so many happy stuff happen it wouldn’t mean anything. but you aren’t messing it up life is just ups and downs alllll the time and it’s ok. you just can’t let it get to you or else that’s why you get sad and unhappy and hate yourself
you won’t mess it up. i know it feels like you do but you don’t. and im sorry i wish i could do more
@free2118 I know but I feel like every time I have something good going or a good opportunity I waste it. Whether it’s me being scared or lazy or indecisive I always manage to mess up. I get that everyone does that but I do it the most. And it just makes me feel beneath everyone and I’m so sick of that. I’m so tired of everyone being better than me just because they aren’t me
hey hey hey no one is better than you. that’s just you thinking that. and i know that it’s hard but if you feel that then you need to do something about it. even if you feel lazy just force yourself to do something so you don’t feel so horrible like you are right now.
@free2118 im sorry
@Hilltop9394 I feel like im failing myself which sucks but i feel like im failing you too
no no no you aren’t failing me. whatsoever. i’ll always be proud of you and root for you and be your biggest supporter ever. so you will never fail me
@free2118 You say that but then you have to always tell me to just do it and that everything will be fine. I should’ve learned and used what you say but u don’t I just sit and rot and I’m wasting your time and effort
no no we’re best friends best friends are here through thick or thin. good or bad and it’s no burden or time wasting. i’m just here because i care and am here
@Hilltop9394 You always spend so much time talking to me and helping me and putting up with my problems every day and I can’t do anything right. You always say I can do it and that I am good enough but I’m still stuck in the same spot
hey hey no. you can do it. it just takes time and i’m here. and i don’t mind. yap about your problems 24/7 i’m here anyway.
@free2118 thank you
why are you sorry. don’t be. it’s totally fine. i wish i could do more for you. so i’m sorry
@free2118 No please don’t apologize you did nothing wrong it’s all my fault and the problem you don’t have to be sorry for anything
no you’re not a problem. ok. i won’t say sorry then but you are NOT the problem ever.
@free2118 I am though
@Hilltop9394 I always come to you with the self first world problem and I know what I should do but just don’t. You always have to tell me the same thing over and over and I’ll never learn
well then it’s up to you. but it doesn’t mean it doesn’t matter or you don’t. you do! and im gonna be here anyway. so even if you wanna get mad or rant or be happy or sad or frustrated or confused i don’t care i’m still here for you anyway. you’re a really great person and i know you’re going to say i’m wrong but to me you are. and a really good friend.
I’m sorry I’m just upset today I don’t mean to be like this.
it’s ok. don’t be sorry. it’s your feelings and it’s not bad. it’s valid and it’s ok.
@free2118 thank you for everything. For being patient with me when I get like this and in general.
@Hilltop9394 Im so grateful to talk with you and have you listened to me. You’re super amazing person and friend
well i’m super glad i get to help you. and be your friend. number one twin for sure.
@free2118 hahaha yes number one twin
@Hilltop9394 Did you do anything fun today?
i ate chinese food. and saw a porsche. but not really i was just like eh. do you wanna see a picture?
and im glad i got to know you and we talk and you trust me enough
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that’s also the shirt and im gonna take a picture of the cd haha
Ahaha Typo but yes.
@free2118 AHAHAH omg I’m so sorry yes that’s a major typo
@Hilltop9394 I can’t believe I didn’t notice that
AHAHA yeah it’s ok
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here’s the cd
But I immediately laughed out loud when I saw the middle sunglasses guys haircut. All I thought of was the guy form dude where’s my car
omg he’s the lead singer!! he’s so funny i love him.
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AHAHAHA i can see it
Yeah we have so much planned it’s gonna take like three trips to do it all