Chat Between @jesusredeemedme2425 and @celestine22
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@jesusredeemedme2425
Hi how are you doing? It's so nice to meet you and maybe start a friendship :)
@Celestine22
Hiiiii!!! <3 I'm good. I'm starving hehe... Gonna make some mac and cheese soon <3
Tell me about you? <3
@jesusredeemedme2425
Right now, Im working. I work online as a freelance Dutch teacher. Quite a busy day, but hey, it's almost weekend! :) Implementing a lot of changes in my life right now (quit smoking cigarettes, Intermittent fasting, Exercising, getting up earlier, being more consistent with reading, budgeting) keeping myself quite busy. How about you?
Is Dutch hard to teach/learn?
Wow! You are inspirational <3
I’ve been wallowing in my depression XD
@jesusredeemedme2425
I don't find it too hard to teach, but Im a native Dutch speaker. It's not the easiest language...
It took me quite some time to get to the point Im at now. I have had years of dififculties, depression, eating disorders, more recently my boyfriend was an addict and it was and still is tough. We will all go through difficult moments and once you are ready, I know you will be able to feel better too! :)
Why isn’t it easy?
Wow… I’m so sorry. I have an ED too, and depression.
What are your hobbies? <3
@jesusredeemedme2425
Just lots of grammar rules, and whenever you think you got it, there is another exception to that rule jeje. I once had a student on the more advanced level, and the entire class we were working on correct sentence structures etc, and the very last sentence she made, I was so proud of her as she followed all the rules I had just thought her and we went over together... However, it was another 'special case'...
Hobbies... ufff... hard to say, honestly Im always busy working and / or reading/studying. So I guess in a way learning new stuff is my main hobby. I used to sing and draw a lot but haven't done it since forever. I do want to pick it up eventually again...
How about your hobbies?
@Celestine22
Imagine Welsh XD
What do you like to read?
I love drawing too!!! <3 What do you draw?
I like reading, drawing, using my phone lol, and helping others <3
@jesusredeemedme2425
Jejeje Yeah Welsh doesnt seem easy...
I mainly read personal development books, books about energy, energy healing, financial literacy etc.; How about you?
I haven't done any drawing for years... I used to draw a lot of horses, sometimes flowers or other animals. I miss it I just really struggle to find the time for it
I am mainly focused on work nowadays, but also love to read, watch series/movies, sing (but is also something I havent done for quite some time), going to the beach or hang out with my best friend or boyfriend. // I eventually want to be able to help others, more like businesswise, but I am not ready for it yet, just feel I have a lot more to learn before starting that up.
Sorry I took so long to respond!
I’m mostly reading historical fiction, especially fiction for kids or teens, lately.
Why not right now? When you read this? <3 5 minutes… That’s all you need. At least start :)
How do you want to help others?
@jesusredeemedme2425
Yeah I drew a dog on a napkin the other day :) Thats a start, right?
I actually bought an entire drawing kit online a couple months ago, really want to use it, just don't feel like it lately... But, I will, what you said, even starting with just 5 minutes, just start...
I have been working a ridiculous amount last week and over the weekend, Im still exhausted... Just feeling a bit not myself this week and it's my birthday tomorrow too... Don't really plan on doing anything... Don't really have anyone to invite or do something with, I got my boyfriend at least but he is still in recovery... but we will make it fun.
I want to help people by finding their true self, to get in touch with the best version of themselves that they can possibly be, helping them heal on an energetic / karmic level. I just can't do it unless I have walked the walk first... and Im doing that now, but im not there yet.
How are you doing?
That sounds amazing! Are you proud of yourself for getting back into your art?? <3
Ooh what kind of drawing kit??? When you read this… break it out. Don’t do any “official” art. Just draw something small and freehand and try out the supplies <3
How much experience do you have?
5 minutes. That’s all you need. :) You could do what I do… Make Christmas cards! Makes it less intimidating :)
Happy late birthday!!! Mines coming up too <3
What will you be doing for rest this week? ;)
Recovery? Is he in rehab?
How would you help people become better people?
I hurt my ankle and I’m forced to rest now lol
@jesusredeemedme2425
jeje yeah I am proud for getting back into my art. Haven't done anything since but I'll get there, once I'm ready. I don't have that much experience honestly, just did it a lot through my teenage years for fun honestly. The kit I bought has normal pencils, charcoal, stuff like that.
Christmas cards!! that's a good one. Once Im starting it all up again I want to buy a good watercolour set too. My art teacher made christmas cards, as we live in the tropics it was tropic related with watercolours they were awesome!
Thank you!! When is your birthday?
Yeah my boyfriend was a drug addict, it's been a super tough year honestly... I was suddenly dropped in the middle of the entire scene with it all, it was a lot to deal with...
For the rest of the week, kinda derailed honestly, as it was my boyfriend, we made some "special" brownies, and drank quite some wine over the weekend. It was fun but hard to get back on track right now, back to routines, work, im still so tired...
Im not sure yet how I would help other people become better people. Trying to figure that out, but most likely some kind of energy work related something.
Im so sorry to hear about your ankle, is it getting any better?
What have you sketched so far? <3
Is he in rehab?
Does the chocolate intensify the effect?
Ohh ok :)
Cardiology called me today about the heart monitor, and will be mailing it to me. It only costs $10! <3
@jesusredeemedme2425
I did some sketches of random shapes to practice a bit of shading, an eye, a horse and a christmas card! :) Thank you for that recommendation, it was really fun to do!
We can't afford rehab. He tries to quit the drugs at home but it's hard. Especially, as a couple months after we moved apartments, some of the dealers moved in here too. We are living in an apartment complex, there are 4 apartments total. That is really *** honestly and causing us problems again. He relapsed again last weekend, and pawned basically everything, his phone, his laptop.... took out a bunch of loans... and as I am the only working right now, I need to get everything paid and back... The stress since Friday is overwhelming and I'm completely breaking down again...
I don't think the chocolate has to do with it, but it definitely is strong once you cook it.
$10... not too bad, pretty cheap! Keep me updated, I really hope you are ok, and that it isn't anything serious!
Wow… I’m 18 days late responding lol
Yay! Who’s the Christmas card for? <3
Is there any way to tell the authorities that he took out loans to buy drugs, to take the liability off you, and put it solely on him?
I just got the monitor off last night… Hopefully I’ll get the results soon <3
@jesusredeemedme2425
Don't worry about not responding sooner, I understand.
The christmas cards, it sounds stupid but I look up to the big guys I met the past year. Not the illegal side, but they are great businessmen, they have more businesses than just the illegal one. So for both of them, and the exwife of one of them, who is a good friend.
About the loans, I have one loan left to pay, that is a loan I took out personally to help my boyfriend out. He is trying his best, it's just a long, hard road he is one. I made the decision to stand by his side through it all, it's rough, but we will get through it. We almost broke up in the past few weeks, but we are still together. the plan is though for him to move back to the US for at least months, get himself back on his feet, also financially. Im gonna miss him, a lot. The exwife of one of the big guys, told the big guys that my boyfriend wasn't behaving too well, and now they want to have a chat with him. Just motivate him to stay on the right path towards recovery. So we are all going down there in two weeks. Im excited, but at the same time I get so nervous around them... So Im gonna make sure the christmas cards are ready by then, I now have 2 finished. So 1 more to go, then I want to paste the paper on some cardboard paper and write a poem on the back :)
However, getting my boyfriend back to the States is gonna be really difficult without money. He has no place yet to go and stay for a couple days or weeks. We don't have the money for the flight nor the fee he will have to pay at the airport for not being legal here in the Dominican Republic. The only way is to get a loan, either a personal loan, or from the embassy... It's a lot to deal with right now.
Anyway, the monitor is off, Good! When are you expecting the results back? How is everything going with you?
Remind me to respond to this later… I’m taking a break from 7Cups for a week <3
@jesusredeemedme2425
Hey How are you doing? Just as you asked a friendly reminder to not forget to respond :)