Really struggling today...

Struggling to recuperate, or rather recalibrate after the intense few days with emotions.

Feeling so hurt and angry towards others for the choices made, the bullying, the lack of understanding or inconsideration.

Feeling helpless with trying to protect those close but feel like I'm failing with this too.

The sudden outbursts towards loved ones as I feel stuck, racking my brain to find a solution but also trying to appear unaffected by the dilemma at the time.

But then, there's just turning inward, becoming silent because you've simply exhausted yourself and possibly those around you too.

It's overwhelming, it's difficult and it feels like a never ending battle.