@ALeXaNdEr0712 🌳🌸

really enjoyed the songs Alex, ty for sharing ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=uM3YROq_cLY

https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=wh-bV0pWDdY

(In the video the guy is wearing a skull mask, just thought to mention it in case a trigger )

https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=ixsCO1MyTBc

https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=C9KAf-7-knE

https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=SCVTjmygWuU

I hope you will be okay, sending lots of strength. I know it’s been really tough for you lately, and probably the hardest and it must feel really lonely and hopeless that nothing will ever get better and there is no way out, lots of feelings and not many words to share it. It’s super hard. just keep hanging in there. I believe in you ❤️ You are one of the strongest and kindest people I know.

There can be nicer days too ahead.

Sending you so many best wishes you will be in my thoughts. ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

with love

Flame

You were missed

@ALeXaNdEr0712

yes okay okay (: ,

I wish we could talk in the chat rooms, it’s sucks on the adult side without you, I barely talk there.

What have you been up to ? Tell me everything.

Sending you lots of love

been listening to your songs 🤍🤍🤍

@ALeXaNdEr0712

cher Alex

What is the bakery job like? I had a friend who did it for a while, said would get a lot burns.

I don't really think you have changed at all, you do talk more, which is nice as well, told you it takes time, I can understand that it may seem you are talking way too much sometimes though, I feel like that all the time too, so I prefer staying quiet.

when you say deal with yourself with not good means, do you mean drinking and all?

I will still always think of you kindly Alex, its okay, I know you are going through a *** period, obviously there are things about ourselves I guess that we could always do better. you wouldn't like some aspects of me either. its okay to be a work in progress. though I do wish you quit it, but I am not super sure how it works. Because I know it's really hard.

Alex <3 I really appreciate our friendship, being able to be there for you in some way, gives me immense joy and gratitude. You are very kind, understanding contrary to how you often perceive yourself as.

I tried your fav sandwich, tomatoes and mayo on bread, was really good.

I hope we get to remain in touch for a long time. Even though won't be able to talk sometimes, but will be around.

Yeah was very busy with moving and things, at college now finally, classes starting tomorrow. I am excited to study again, bit nervous, I want to be at top of the class.

you too Alex if you ever need to vent or talk about random *** or anything really, feel free. I guess it kinda sucks in this forum format but oh well.

enzo sends a lot of love to you, I miss him , I miss you too.

lots of love

flame

🔥🌸

@ferventflame

I hate my job :') my manager is not great, it's exhausting I'm not in the kitchen much I do help there sometimes, I mostly clean, carry stuff, organize stuff, basically help around.

I work doing stuff for people too, my uncle works at this complex for elders, disabled people and people with low income, he does maintainace, I go there sometimes to help him, and I've met lots of people there that always need help with something, so they pay me, and I work for a guy that has a disability too.

I think it was better when I didn't talk much, idk stuff happened and it really messed me up, I still don't really talk much in real life, that hasn't changed, and I still stay away from everybody. But it's been different here. I do wish we could talk n the chatrooms tho, I never liked the forum format much and it's kinda weird when everyone can read it and know the stuff I say.

I wouldn't judge u Flame, I get life is hard and we all have our struggles and even if there's parts of u that u think people wouldn't understand or like it makes sense and I'd never judge u for that.

I'm glad u liked the tomato sandwich, did u put salt and pepper too?

I appreciate u lots too Flame, u have always been extremely kind to me and u were there when nobody else was, and always extremely patient and calming. Thanks 💚 it taught me a lot and helped me a lot too.

I'm real happy that u are going to college! I hope the first day was good and that u get to have lots of great and positive experiences, how does it feels to be away from home?

I bet it's hard to be away from Enzo. I know u will do great and I believe in u.

I listened to your songs btw I'll share more song later.

And I'll read the poems too, thanks (:

Lol I can't remember which pfp I had, but I just choose one that feels right in the moment. I change it a lot. I like birds and wolves, sometimes I guess I feel real angry so wolves make sense.

Birds when I feel real depressed I guess idk it depends.

I love ur pfp, it's always calming to look at.

Take care Flame it honestly makes me real happy to hear from u, some good when things are bad, thank u 🔥

@ferventflame

hi how are u?