Daily Chit Chat with a Friend
Just a nice Chit Chat with a friend is all that is needed.
So... How was your day today?
@Psalm139
Ugggh.. I pushed the post button by accident.
(Repeat) I noticed you didn't post much. What ya doing today, anything good? I hope so.😜
@IsayUncle Yeah I didn't have the best day but also I knew you were busy your first day back and didn't want to bother you. I am feeling a little better now. I was going to make the thread but I didn't know where it would fit, so thanks for doing that💙
@Psalm139
Hey, there she is. Glad you're feeling better. What had you bummed out?
You Know you can write posts whenever you're feeling or needing to share. When the feelings and thoughts are fresh. I would love reading them and seeing how your day developed and stuff like that. You don't have to adjust your posts to my time even though it's very nice of you worry about that and it is nicer to messege back and forth when we can.
@Psalm139
Writing these disjointed posts kind of sucks don't it. BUT.. it's ok because it's the best we can do and we truely want to help each other just make it through a day. 💚
@IsayUncle Yep. It's ok. I can deal if you can💙
@IsayUncle I didn't want you to see my posts and feel pressured to respond if you were busy because I imagined you were already stressed out about it being your frost day back. I didn't want to add to your overwhelm 💙.
Actually I woke up ok but then I tried to talk to my listener and I think he misunderstood what I was trying to say and I felt like he was mad and so I got upset and he disappeared and then this afternoon he messaged me and said everything is ok and he was just working.
But I was upset about that most of the day because I really didn't intend to cause a problem but I'm just so sensitive to everything and I was sure he hated me.
Thankfully he has spent quite a bit of time researching BPD and watching videos so he seems to understand what is going on with me when I react in certain ways and doesn't get mad like I think he will.
I don't know if any of that makes sense but little things and interactions affect me a lot so that can be hard.
Anyway, everything feels ok right now. Maybe I'm saving up my good days for our trip.
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@IsayUncle Your day was good though?
@Psalm139
Yea, sorta - kinda... I can say "not bad". New re-groove ya know what I mean. BY the way, saw your new picture. There's a pack of trouble if there ever was one! Just kidding, great picture!
@IsayUncle. I'm glad it was pretty good. I think it's normal to be a little harder at first until you are back in the routine. I will be going through that soon as we start homeschool again after the camping trip.
And yeah, with the youngest three being boys it can get loud. My daughters are more of the quiet artistic type.
You came from a large family, right? I think I read that in your profile.
What is the date of your CDL test?
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@Psalm139
I'm the baby of seven. But that was back in the day when families were big. 5 kids today is really a big family. My CDL is wednesday so bussing and practicing will fill my days. Please don't stop posting because I'm getting busy... promise! We're going from a world of free time back to yucky reality.
You'll be there soon too with the homeschooling. It must be a lot better with all the new systems that got developed for the covid epedemic.
@IsayUncle
Awww the baby💙. Did you have a special bond with your mom? My youngest is super attached to me still at 4.5. He calls me his princess and tells me I'm beautiful and that he will always take care of me. He's the sweetest💙.
Yeah I will be busy too soon. And hopefully that will help me to stay out of my head a little. I choose all our curricula for homeschooling so covid didn't really affect us as much. The kids came out of school a month before the schools shut down because we had just left the shelter at that time.
I'm excited about our writing and history curriculum this year. I'm saving science for over the summer to lighten the load for the girls. And then there is math. I actually like math but I end up doing it about 2 hours a day, so that can get old. Lol.
I asked about your test date because I will be camping next week. I will try my best to check in but I don't know if my cell service/data will work where we are camping. So if I'm MIA for a few days, that's where I am and I will be back by Thursday evening. I am hopeful that you will pass this time. You definitely deserve to pass after all of your hard work and perseverance 💙
@IsayUncle I haven't written more about my shelter/homeless experience yet but this is a diary thread that I wrote when I had my own account. It has some entries about my life I til around age 11. Then I got stuck because the next thing to write would be about my mom. It's still hard for me to think about her and those years. Anyway, if you are bored or interested. Here it is: https://www.7cups.com/forum/GeneralSupport_28/DiaryEntries_1597/ProcessingthePast_280461/
*old account
@IsayUncle
Good morning M, I thought about asking you about your Mom several times and for some reason it slipped my mind. I'll be reading your links and posts more this evening and I'm glad you included your mom into the conversation even if it does sound like it could be sad.
Talk more later. I wont be home until this evening but try to have a good day and share your activities if your time allows.
@IsayUncle Ok, I will check in and let you know how things are going throughout the day. I really hope you have a good day. I posted my goals on your other thread. Hopefully that helps to motivate me because I haven't been doing that well all week mentally and emotionally.
I will tell you more about my mom. The short version is that she was an amazing mom and we were very close but she died when I was 16.
Talk to you later💙
@Psalm139
Hey, ditto ditto, talk with you later. I was glad to read the other post about your day. that was nice to read so thanks for sharing.... we're going to develope hiliarious post confusion pretty soon.
But we got this. btw, when's camping?@IsayUncle We will be camping from Sunday to Thursday. So I might not be able to talk between Monday and Wednesday but I will if my internet works💙
@IsayUncle My day has been prettu good day...i woke up...studied for a while i guess...worked here for sometime...did my dance workout...spoke to my friends....read a nice novel and yes...thats pretty much it
@yourbuddy30
That sounds like a pretty nice day, Thanks for sharing. Gotta ask... what novel you reading?
so... I'm off to the dishes. I'll bet your yumming up some pizza. Isn't that the best ever with kids?
I am dealing with depression and anger. Happy I found 7 cups to vent and make some cyber friends.
I lost a close friend this month. The whole situation has been bothering me. I am doing everything I can to let it go.
@Yroquis76
Welcome aboard. I'm sorry about your friend. Cyber friend or Flesh friend? Both can be so precious and so painful to lose. When and if you ever feel like it, you know you can share what your friend was like, what made them special? I know it'll probably make you cry but you can blubber and blabber here if you want.💚
Getting back to work after a summer recess has left my poor house in kind of a shamble. Got a little bit done last night but not enough. I got more energy now so to the kitchen I go! Yipppeeee!
I can do it, No you can't, Yes I can, No you can't, I Will Do It! OK already, you win!
Good morning -M. Hope you have a great day!💚
@IsayUncle Good morning 💙. I hope you have a good day too! Just waking up with my morning ☕☕☕💙
@Psalm139
Saturday: Good morning -M. big day for u today... getting ready, i hope everything goes smooth. Have a great morning. I'm off to price a tractor job and then back to practice - practice -practice. I'll be back late afternoon so I definitly hope we get to chat before you leave. i'm sure we will but remember... Be Good, Be Well, Be Fun!💚
@IsayUncle Good morning 💙. Ok, you have a good day to and I'll talk to you this evening 💙